{SOMWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW}.
Thursday, December 02, 2004
title:{i gOnnA crY!!!}

hey back again
dun ask me y i post so many tyms a day
i realli dunno
i feel lyk crying
my heart veri veri pain
u ask me forget him ah??
i dun think it's quite possible
although i can try
but i cant la
hais

think about it la
it's difficult ok
thinking bout him makes my heart break
not into two but a million pieces

he has a gurl alreadi
maybe ur rite
he's happi with her
and if i realli lurve him
i should try to make him happi rite
hais i'll think bout it
but for e moment i realli still lurve him alot alot
u ask me find another stead so can forget him
but i dun think it's fair to e guy cos i will still think of him

i now veri e confused le
i feel lyk crying but im trying to hold my tears back
maybe i realli realli shouldnt have lyked him ='(
it hurts so much now
i have no mood to do anythin
and i dun dare to ask him if we ever have a chance again
but i noe tat if we ever do...
i'll never give him up again
not ever...
and if we dun
im prepared...i hope
and i will wish him and her good luck together
and den maybe i will disappear from his world and he will disapper from mine
and we will take it tat we never knew each other
so he will be truly happi with her

y does lurve hurt so much???
y cant we be with e person we lurve so much??
we'll leave e rest to him
as i've said e decision lies with him
see uu another tym...]bye =)
n take good care

Email my heart

Forever...

It's been hours
seems like days
since you went away
and all I do is check the screen
to see if you're okay
you don't answer when I phone
guess you wanna be left alone
so I'm sending you my heart my soul
and this is what I'll say

I'm sorry
oh so sorry can't you give me one more chance
to make it all up to you

E-mail my heart
and say our love will never die (and I)
I know you're out there
and I know that you still care (I know you care)
e-mail me back and say our love will stay alive
Forever...e-mail my heart

I can see you in my mind
coming on the line
and opening this letter
that I've sent a hundred times
here's a picture of us two (us two)
I look so good on you (on you)
and can't you please forgive me
for the hurt I put you through

I'm sorry
oh so sorry can't you give me one more chance
to make it all up to you

E-mail my heart
and say our love will never die (and I)
I know you're out there
and I know that you still care (I know you care)
e-mail me back
and say our love will stay alive
Forever...e-mail my heart

I'm sorry
oh so sorry can't you give me one more chance
to make it all up to you

E-mail my heart
and say our love will never die (and I)
I know you're out there
and I know that you still care (I know you care)
e-mail me back and say our love will stay alive
Forever...e-mail my heart

Forever...e-mail my
forever...e-mail my heart



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8:57 AM;

N {yours truly}

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.



N {ATRIBUIR}

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.

N {my dreams}

to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.

N {AMI}

`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
`` xiu qi



N {DISCOURIR}



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