Fuck the fucking backstabbers lah. you noe who u are, i don wanna spell ur name out. i mean lyk how can u fucking treat the person who treats u as a best friend as an atm. Don fucking treat someone as your friend just cos u need them. This ain't called friendship. Who are u to be angry if your friend scores better then u. Wake up! u're 16 not 6 so Stop being childish. Fuck off and stop being a despo if that guy doesnt like u. Don fucking flirt and think ppl like u when obviously they don. Who are u to suspect if your friend really likes her bf/gf. Fuck off and be jealous all u wan but keep it to yourself cos no one wans to fucking listen to u. Shut the fucking hell up if u have nothin good to say. Don fucking call ppl names especially when they're ur frens. Think about other ppl and how they feel before u fucking say anything. Do your own things and don be a fucking busybody. Don fucking put words into my mouth. Don steal ppl's friends and backstab their best fren. What has fucking happened to u man? Following someone like a dog. Be a FRIEND, not a dog can. Stop calling your friends names and treating them like your slaves. Don fucking laugh at my religion jus cos u're a fucking free thinker. Speak up if u don lyk someone. Don be so childish. You can kiss my ass and go to hell or do watever u wan, jus fucking fuck off. Don be childish and ignore someone jus cos of some fucking small thing that happened. Don fucking start rumours bout your friends! I don believe how ur best fren can still believe u. don feel guilty? don think so. btw, u think u have won? nah .. ultimately u're e real LOSER.

trying to backstab me? i found out who called my mother e day i pon school. omg im so bloody scare u noe? but guess wat .. nothing happened to me! anyway, im lyk prepared. -.- u think u're so clever? u pon school and came back in home clothes to hand in somethin? wow and did i tell your mother or e fucking teachers in school? wat's ur fucking problem man.

And is it lyk .. an offence to lyk someone?? are u really tat bored? nothing better to do? lemme suggest something if u desperately need something to do. go have sex or sumthin. jus fuck off. ppl don spread rumours bout u but u spread rumours bout ur friends. u call this friendship? NO .. it ain't even 0.001% friendship. ur sick or ur not feeling well, ppl care and yet u DON. whenever ur happy u tok to ur frens. whenever ur not, u jus cant be bothered. do ur frens do this? NO..? obviously not..

What is called friendship? It's believing ur friends no matter wat OTHER ppl say. Don backstab them and don spread rumours bout them. Anything ur friends have done wrong, talk it out with them and tell them watever they have done wrong. Don just change ur attitude towards them overnight and leave them totally confused. And personal things bout ur friends, keep it to yourself.
Search ur heart and find your conscience. If u feel bad at the end of the day u still make a good friend. if u don, u're arent worth being a friend at all.

Moral of the story?
Trust NO ONE and u'll fucking never be betrayed.

ok this is really getting wierd ..
i dun lyk u?
*hmmm*
im thinking im thinking ..
wat exactly did i do?


*sigh*
i really dunn0?
well .. but i guess we g0tta clear this up one dayy yar?
i DON dun lyk u ..
which oso means i d0 like u . as a friend -.-
duh ..


e p0int is .. wat makes u think i dun lyk u?
and y dun u lyk me?
i dun step on ur tail .. n0 i dun
u are u .. im me!
i dun see wat i have done to make u dislike me


well .. tat's all i g0tta sayy .. =]]

jus came back fr0m swimming .. lol
e sun was s0 h0t!
*hmmm*
reminds me .. i need a tann! lol
h0pe i did get a sun burn ..
im really t0o fair lia0 larr ..

anyways .. i will be back later ...

go0d mem0ries are meant t0 be kept

lol ..
right ..
wat did i d0 t0dayy?
went t0 find him at k0van..
same thing .. din d0 much

:: d0 u need a bed?? ::
lol
ok nvm .. -.-

im such a l0usy pers0n..
l0usy friend
l0usy gf
l0usy everything lah..

yupp ..
i've n0 aspirati0ns ..
i dun treasure life ..
w0a .. palm reading is really so accurate
*hmmm* i shall learn it next time

LOL ..
im s0 br0ke already
wat did i spend on??
i din eat on monday and tues, h0w c0me im s0 br0ke??
right .. i lend ppl m0ney .. aint i a kind s0ul?
*grins*


well .. g0t nuthin t0 say alreadyy .. haix
bubbye

din go to school todayy
partly cos i had cramp and partly cos i was lazy to wake up -.-
heh heh
e bed was so comfy! *smile*
how was i supposed to get up ..

my hubby's birthdayy is coming and i duno wat to give him
he ask me buy him meal or jus save e money
aww .. isn't he nice ..
but i feel so darn bad .. *sobs*
how can lidat rite?

haiz .. guess im jus a lousy gf ..

just g0t back fr0m esplanade
went t0 watch e s0und of music
ok larr ..
e small gurl very cute
*grins*

b0ught a new rabbit yesterdayy
s0 cute kaes .. white c0l0ur
pink eyes, pink ears
s0 tiny
*smile*

*arghs*
t0m0rr0w g0t sch0ol lia0 ..
i g0t e sundayy blues
muz wake up at 6 ..
-yawn-
just e th0ught of it makes me sleepyy

oh and yes ..
i still cant accept e fact e mid years are c0ming ..
shyt! .. im s0 dead lar huh .. -.-
muz study muz study muz study!!!!!!

missing my hubbyy n0w
went out with him yesterday and watched samara ..
kinda scary but lame ..
but there was n0 other sh0w t0 watch lia0 wat ..
yupps

nuthin else t0 sayy ..
g0tta g0!
muacks t0 every0ne .. =P

e bloodyy mid years are c0ming
i better sit d0wn and study so0n or i'll be DEAD

*yay ..!!*
finally after 3 days of l0ng waiting, my hubby's back from camp
i missed him s0 much okae ..
i actually cried!!
omg .. -.-
suan lerr.. =[[

but n0w he's at s0me pasar malam with .. his frens ..
cheapskate ..

wth .. im still waiting ..
cant be b0thered anym0re
who cares .. n0 one cares ..

*hmmm*
**s0metimes ii w0nder *__\\ h0w muchh do ii mean t0 u`` - *\__
or isit him ..
*arghs*
watever ..

hais .. he going for camp tmr lehh ..
siann .. till saturday ..
it's lyk sooo long .. -.-

hmmm .. nuthin to say liaoo ..

wah .. 4 mths with him lerr .. =))
went thru' alot but yupps we're still together


i remember e times when im feeling sad, i'll call tat person up to tok to. to share everything with her. but now, i have no one to do tat anymore. i used to share all my secrets with her and we used to talk into e nite lyk nobody's business, but now, it ain't possible no more.

life has got to go on, rite??

omg .. e mid year exams are coming!!
i got phobia liao ..

hmmm .. anyways, today in school nuthin much lar huh ..
mmmm .. i totally forgot got geog test .. -.- and so today's test is gonna be a disaster
i wrote a whole load of rubbish .. i wanna drop geog man .. so stupid

oh yar .. this friday got meet e parents.
mrs tan and mdm mariam 'INVITED' my parents go see them .. muahahaha
i seriously hope my parents dun fall asleep toking to mariam larr ..
she should be honoured my parents even bother to listen to her tok ..
im soo mean ..

lol .. kaes .. gtg ..

just came back from bugis.
took neoprints with bri and aaron
...
saw my previous neoprints and omg .. im soooo bloody white
i really meed a tann some day.
or i'll camouflage with e wall... -.-

today's maths trial was darn boring
muz set questions.
din get to buy haagen diaz ice-cream unlike last year.

but after tat me and bri and gillian went to bugis to look for e guys
saw val there and said hi
had dinner at swensens
and den it was time for home ......

im so bloody confused now
i love him?
yes i do
he love me?
no i dunno

....

blooooodi confused now.
i really duuno wat to do ..
i love him so much .. but ..
arghs .. he doesnt make me feel as if he loves me
i feel so stressed .. arghs .. forget it ..

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
`` xiu qi

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