Fuck the fucking backstabbers lah. you noe who u are, i don wanna spell ur name out. i mean lyk how can u fucking treat the person who treats u as a best friend as an atm. Don fucking treat someone as your friend just cos u need them. This ain't called friendship. Who are u to be angry if your friend scores better then u. Wake up! u're 16 not 6 so Stop being childish. Fuck off and stop being a despo if that guy doesnt like u. Don fucking flirt and think ppl like u when obviously they don. Who are u to suspect if your friend really likes her bf/gf. Fuck off and be jealous all u wan but keep it to yourself cos no one wans to fucking listen to u. Shut the fucking hell up if u have nothin good to say. Don fucking call ppl names especially when they're ur frens. Think about other ppl and how they feel before u fucking say anything. Do your own things and don be a fucking busybody. Don fucking put words into my mouth. Don steal ppl's friends and backstab their best fren. What has fucking happened to u man? Following someone like a dog. Be a FRIEND, not a dog can. Stop calling your friends names and treating them like your slaves. Don fucking laugh at my religion jus cos u're a fucking free thinker. Speak up if u don lyk someone. Don be so childish. You can kiss my ass and go to hell or do watever u wan, jus fucking fuck off. Don be childish and ignore someone jus cos of some fucking small thing that happened. Don fucking start rumours bout your friends! I don believe how ur best fren can still believe u. don feel guilty? don think so. btw, u think u have won? nah .. ultimately u're e real LOSER.

trying to backstab me? i found out who called my mother e day i pon school. omg im so bloody scare u noe? but guess wat .. nothing happened to me! anyway, im lyk prepared. -.- u think u're so clever? u pon school and came back in home clothes to hand in somethin? wow and did i tell your mother or e fucking teachers in school? wat's ur fucking problem man.

And is it lyk .. an offence to lyk someone?? are u really tat bored? nothing better to do? lemme suggest something if u desperately need something to do. go have sex or sumthin. jus fuck off. ppl don spread rumours bout u but u spread rumours bout ur friends. u call this friendship? NO .. it ain't even 0.001% friendship. ur sick or ur not feeling well, ppl care and yet u DON. whenever ur happy u tok to ur frens. whenever ur not, u jus cant be bothered. do ur frens do this? NO..? obviously not..

What is called friendship? It's believing ur friends no matter wat OTHER ppl say. Don backstab them and don spread rumours bout them. Anything ur friends have done wrong, talk it out with them and tell them watever they have done wrong. Don just change ur attitude towards them overnight and leave them totally confused. And personal things bout ur friends, keep it to yourself.
Search ur heart and find your conscience. If u feel bad at the end of the day u still make a good friend. if u don, u're arent worth being a friend at all.

Moral of the story?
Trust NO ONE and u'll fucking never be betrayed.

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


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`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
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`` sim yee
`` siyang
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