wahahah .. sowie .. -.-
accused wrong person.
sorry ..


anyway .. YES
school term is finally over
now i can slack.
well .. no actually i don think i can
went to see e VP tat day.
she was nice though
din nag much .. 0.o


anyway ..glad it's all over now
got my dog.
so adorable X)

yay ...
w0rld peace .. -.-
byee

-.-??

diao ..
somebody is in my msn account now ..
he hacked into it.
and yes i noe who tat idiot is lar

well.. cant be bothered
bye ..

u noe some ppl are jus plain busybodies y muz they noe so much huh to e extend they can ask their's fren's boyfriend whether they have broken up omg .. wat the hell is wrong with them man .. fuck man .. e thought of it pisses me off k .. well well cant be bothered anyways this is getting on my nerves .. who cares .. -.-

e hols are coming i haven been blogging .. cos my dad went to KL .. -.- no laptop to use .. ...lalalala gtg blog again next time

im giving up
so giving up
so giving up
on u
on him
on her
on them
on everything
on everyone
anyhow ..

i miss u aaron

haha .. im feeling so ..
i dunno .. lonely?

or rather i have n0 feelings n0w.
im starting to miss him.
was i right to do tat?

am i starting to regret?
omg ..wat did i jus do?
im sorry

*phew*
i've been slacking all e way after e exams have been over.
went to orchard with my parents just n0w

sucked th0ugh -.-
c0s i din buy anything
very bu shuang u n0e .. cant spend m0ney
wahahaha ..

anyways .. there's sch0ol tmr
sucks man .. sure get back e exams marks
shit .. so0ooo dead lorr wth

i g0nna get my d0g soon ..
wahahaha .. -.-
lame .. i wish e holidays would come sooner
so i can sleep for e whole day


sorry darling if i have let u down b4
or if im gonna let u down
cos i cant read e future
but remember i lubb u =))

if a girl cries in front of u,
it means that she can't take
it anymore.

If u take her hand,
she would stay with u for the rest of ur life;
If u let her go, it wil be hard for her to go back to
being herself with you once again.

A gal wont cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she
loves the most,
she becomes weak.

A gal wont cry easily,
only when she loves u the most,
she put down her ego.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,
please hold her hands firmly,
coz she's the one who is willing to stay
with u 4 for the rest of ur life.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of ur decision,
u'L ruin her life.

When she cries right in front of u,
When she cries bcoz of u,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's
feeling?

Think.
Which other girl has cried with pure
sincerity,
In front of u,
And bcoz of u?

She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or
pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer
possible,
the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too
big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a gal cries her heart out to u
,And all because of u,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only u will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may b too late for regrets,
It may b too late to say "im sorry".

woOo .. nice one ah
im stressed out
stressed .. by everything tat's going on everywhere and anyhow
i dunn0 why and i dunn0 how

i've been cheated ..
again and again

why do guys have tat huge ego in them
it sucks .. t0tally
why cant guys cry? hmm i w0nder sumtimes

aren't guys human t0o?? 0.o
y muz everyone have hatred in them?
which in turn, turns to violence.
don they e violence in them makes ppl hate dem

y are some ppl so selfish?
they don think for others ..
not even for e ppl who love them
or for e ppl they love or loved.

haha im tired .. t0o tired to think anymore
i dun even noe y some ppl have so much energy to backstab ppl
even their close friends.
well, isnt life jus 'amazing'?
doesnt it jus make u wan to stop everything and think?
jus think about it?
y things happen?
and den u think actually doing it is so stupid
when u can waste your time on other things
HAHA

yes yes!!
exams are over!!
finally *phew*
but i still think i gonna fail

lol .. shyt man -.-
yesterday went out with brigitte n her bf n gill,,,
hahas .. hmmm ..
nuthin liao lehh ..

-[[ ffriends r ff0rever ]]-

i just changed e skin of my bl0g
-n0rtt again-
oh wells ..

it's nearly 11 and i haven started studying for tmr's chem paper
haha im so dead
well who cares anyway
im expected to fail
LOL

yay!
2 m0re days and n0 m0re paper!!
and den friday will be a h0l.
lol ..

walked h0me in e rain t0dayy
it was s0 fun yet s0 c0ld
made me realise al0t of things

`` // l0ve miie f0r who ii am and n0rtt f0r wat i can d0 f0r u __]]*

oh wells .. wat am i saying??
dunn0 oso ..
hahahaha

cherish e ones ar0und u
ur friends .. 'true friends'
get it straight, n0rtt e hypr0crites!!

i love my hubbyy!
oh btw t0day ish our 5 mths t0gether!! haha
jus remembered =x
muarkk

gtg .. p0st s0on if i hab e time t0
-syy0narra! -.o

hahas .. look at our hideous face man ..

yay!!! one more week of tests only and im free!!!! yeah!!

*hmmm*
``hatredd hatredd go awayy!!``
right .. i cant be botheredd anymore

im trying so hard to forget wat happenedd
cos i jux reallyy reallyy never expectedd it to be HER
oh wells ..
im trying to jux pretendd nuthinn happened k
yup yup

okaes .. so here i am
all sweaty and stuff cos i went jogging -.-"

yay!! tmr n0 school .. but have 2 tuitions ..
omg .. from 8-930 and 10-12
im lyk .. gg to be so dead meat
and tuesday is lyk .. start of mid years ..0.0"

guess i gotta start studying .. cos i haven started!!
im so dead ..

im waiting for my hubby to come home .
wat e heck is he doing outside.
anyway.. i love him!!

oh so i heard sumthin new this time huh ..
*hmmm*
interesting ehh ..
someone else called my mother.
*wheet*

nvm. cant be bothered
anyway we'll be friends no more..

don worry bri .. i never suspected u
>.-
and i never backstabbed u =))

i jus dun understand ..
*tsk tsk*

haha .. gtg
toking to my hubbyy

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
`` xiu qi

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