like u said it's a rumour u heard.
so why the hell did u listen to it?
*gosh*

duhh ..
so fuckin pissed.
pissed u can even spread a rumour without choosing a correct person.
*laughs!*
how can i go out with someone i don even keep contact and someone i never talked to.
and i mean NEVER.
so sad u noe so sad.
the person never think carefully without saying anything.

lols.
come to think of it huh.
it's kinda of funny.
hahas.
i can laugh till stomach pain lahh can.

sometimes life has to go on lahh right.
what for i go bother bout what people say?
waste my time.
i shall just laugh it off.

yeah i go HUH.
why do i go HUH.
be cos i dunno wtf is going on and so i go HUH.

im so sick of this life.
so sick so sick.

when will it be over?
when will all this shit stop.
i wonder .
*hmmm*

so what do i do now?
i know.
i'll keep quiet and just disappear from the surface of this earth.

i made my mistake and i've admitted and im guilty.
wat more can i do?
nothing.
it's so tiring.

ouch .. pain.
my stomach hurts.
no my heart's not aches.
oh well, it used to but now. NO WAY.

u told me not to talk to her to ignore her cos she was making it worse for us.
but now ur helping her.
so wat am i supposed to do.
again i guess nothing.

why do u all listen to fucking rumours.
RUMOURS.
they aren't real!
why do u go around spreading rumours.
i cant be bothered.
i used to care alot and it hurt so much when all of u did that to me.
but now im used to it.
and sick of it.
tired. SO TIRED.
when will all this shit stop.
im not in ur class anymore.
so LEAVE ME ALONE.
i don care wat u tell people.
i don care if they believe it or not.
i don care if people like me or not.
i don care if they stare at me like im some bitch.
i don care if people shun me.
I DON CARE.
i used to. SO MUCH.
but not anymore. NEVER.

sleepy sleepy.
tomorrow got school, darn.
must wake up at 6.
siao one singapore government.
so kiasu for what.

i haven't finished any homework anyways.
oh well, who cares.
stupid teachers.

yawn. it's like 0333 in the morning. im sleepy. my dearie just fell asleep over the phone. he's so cute. i love him sosoooo much.!
hehe muarks sweetheart!

.. finally ..
i can post.
my dad just came back from phillippines.
-.-"
my home computer's down.
damn .. cant use it.

shit. monday start school already.
i don wan to go to school.
have to wake up so early.
-yawn-

ok im really going crazy tonight.
really.!
irritated at everything.
ahhh!!
im sorry if i shouted at anybody.
sorry.

don ask me anymore. it's a fucking memory i never want to remember. and i mean NEVER. nobody knew bout it and i mean NOBODY. so please dont ask me anymore. i cant sleep. i cant do things in peace.

anyway, brought my doggy (oreo) to the vet for his vaccination just now.
the vet was so nice. :)
she gave me some free stuff. haha.
then i went back to the pet shop where he was bought.
i bought his food there. and was given a discount.
some free chewwy thing for him.
and his nails were trimmed for free.
good deal ehh ..
and den ... we went home.
home sweet home. :)

yippeee!! it's father's day!
happy father's day!!



hmmm .. it's late alreadyy.
my dearie's sick.
fever. haix. so sad.
i miss him already.
hope he gets better tomorrow. :)


one more week and it's back to school.
darn. have to wake up at 6am everyday.
-yawn-


im tired.
i go orh orh liao. (:


HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
to all daddys :)

im sooo going crazyy.
yay!
let's all go crazy together!
*whee*

Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought, tiring and disappointing...

hate you hate you hate you!!
always happens and then just a 'sorry la' comes out.
and there you go ..
everything's back to normal. :)
aww aint that sweet *rolls eyes*

WHO CARES!
that's the problem ( people DON CARE )
well they do .. care for themselves larh.

anyway what am i doing here?
oh yes, piano lesson's postponed.
nothing to do so i guess i'll just blog larh.

Oh yes .. today's Jasmine's birthday :)
Happy Birthday jas!
-happy sweet sixteen-
yarh yarh i know she cant see this but .. who cares.
happy birthday anyway .. :)






i want to go out.
i want to go to the bloody theme park.
i've been saying this for the dunno how many times.
though i know it's boring.
but what can you expect in singapore.

i hate school holidays.
they are so darn boring.
so lonely . so left alone.
hate that feeling.
just totally sucks.

i have not gone anywhere during this holiday.
aint that pathetic huh.
staying home all day and watching the stupid television with no nice movies.
watched ONE movie in 3 weeks.
stupid computer got no games to play.
go online got nothing to do.
darn. singapore sucks.

im being pissed man.
not by people but by the boredom.
-arghs-
im going crazy!!!

oh yes .. father's day is coming.
shit. present present.
what present to get.
and yes.. jasmine's birthday.
and yes .. charmaine's birthday present!!
yikes ..! so many presents to buy.
im soo dead.

dint go to the stupid vet today cos no transport.
my dog's utterly spoilt.
yes. by me.
and he bites! O.O
but i still love him (:

bu yao zou .. bu yao zhe yang li kai wo.

wahh
so late liao
siann .. still toking to him on e fone :)

my leg is aching ..
i also dunno why lehh
why arh?
no idea
oso got two long cuts on my back
-ouch-

it's so hot at night
singapore sucks.
morning hot, afternoon hot, at night when got no sun also hot
-screams!-

oh yah went to watch batman with him today
haha
ok larh .. not bad
but hor .. e cinema on e volume very loud
i almost went deaf =p

tomorrow muz bring my doggy go to e vet
take his vaccination
wahaha .. :x

only left one more week of hols n it's back to sch
darn .. hate lessons. so boring
-yawn-
come to think of that, i havent completed even half of my assignments
shit .

okie dokie .. nvm .. nutin else to sae ..
wahhaha ..
go sleep liaoo
-yawns-

missing u is so difficult
loving u is so much worse

why does everyone have to be against me?
when they have not got things right.
why does life have to be so unfair?
why cant we understand one another and make life simpler?
why??
why ..
why cant u love me e way i love u




father's day is coming soon
and i dunno wat to get him
sighh ..

you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

You are NEVER alone

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No, I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I want to start this over again

So I try to hold on to a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No, I can't

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this lifeI just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

haha wtf.? i really really did not do anything ok.
nothing .. nothing .. absolutely NOTHING.
omg wat is wrong with e world??

darn i have school tomorrow. have to wake up up early. -.-" arent the teachers tired or sumthin.? are they lying when they say they have to sacrifice their time to come? wahaha ..

oh well .. just put down e fone with him. we couldn't decide who to put down and ended up saying tons of goodbyes. -.- .. anyway, what will happen if i disappear one huh? maybe i should try that. it'll be fun. maybe.oh shucks. wat am i talking about.i dun wanna put down cos i don wan anyone to see my shadow when i walkk away .. wat am i saying? a load of shit. o.O

my throat is sore. dunno y. my marmie's sick.high fever.poor her. oh well pray she gets better tmr.

thanks PAL
i love u my FRIEND
thanks for telling him ..
oh well .. but guess wat..
i noe wat u're trying to do. u're driving me crazy huh..
sorry hor . i don think i am even bothered by it..
i have better things to do lah hor .. -.-
as for u .. nuthin to do right .. go and have sex lah ..

"the more e merrier?"
oh yah right larh u bitch.
wat do u wanna ask them out for huh? to ask TAT fucking question?
my my .. i c
well lemme tell u sumthin, if u really wan to spread rumours bout me go ahead larh.
amuse yourself man bitch ..
i guess u really need entertainment..
omg..cant believe u are playing with a guy's feelings ..
my my .. pity tat person man.

oh well ..
bye ..
sorry honey for shouting ..

turn back time?? oh well .. if i could, i would turn it back to the time when i first met u. when i first looked into your eyes. when i first heard u whisper into my ears. when i first felt your lips ..

but sad to say, i cant do that .. hais

woah .. long time since i posted
yupp i was kinda lazy larh ..
cant blame me

oh wells ..
anyway .. e hols are here.
time to slack.
nuthin to do at home also.

and there's still remedials ..
-.- .. cant believe it

anyways .. here are some neoprints me n bri took recently
















^ new machine :))

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


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`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
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`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
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