Happy 7th month sweetheart!

we've been thru so much yet we're still together.
(: i love u baby.
u'll always be number one in my heart!
no one can ever replace you.

e love u have given me is enough to last me thru out my life.
i loved you right from e start..
im still lovee`vin you..
and i will love you forever.
other things i might nortt` promise you.
but i promise i'll love you forever.

you'll be my one and only, my honey, my dearie, my darling, my baby, my sweetheart, my sayang, my HUSBAND.
hees .. =D

you're e most charming guy i've ever met. *serious!*
guess wadd, i dont care wadd other ppl say bout you.
i dont care if ppl say ur too good for me.
i know you love me.
no matter wadd, only you'll be e love of my life.
only you.
*gou gou shou* >.-

love you baby!
muarkks``

thank you for being there always. (:




a story just for you :

FOREVER

Forever seems like such a long time and yet when I look at you it's as if forever is just with in the reach of my fingertips.
Yet you are still so very, very far away even after what seems like forever has already past. Was it so terribly long ago that I found myself looking into that handsome face and feeling such equisite emotions springing to life with in the wounded and frayed confines of a heart that had been so terribly damaged?
Hope and faith sparkled in your eyes and that smile devastated the very breath from my lungs.
One moment I was this person who had no idea what love could honestly feel like and the very next I was consumed by you and a love that simply took wings and flew beyond my reach! Oh the things I want when I am near you.
It's more the the physical attraction, more than mere words can ever adequately describe. It;s heartfelt, it's deep and it's true.
Forever ago it began, forever from now it shall be. This love that I have is as forever as the wind and the sea.


see, i told you i love you. forever. now u know what i mean.
i'll be there for you always too.
^^ `muarkks..

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


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`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
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