HAHAHA .. my head's burning. im getting sick. LOL. funny right!! now im coughing like crazy. my throat hurts like fuck. almost fainted yesterday. in e cab summore!! -_-" who cares.

haha. u need two hands to clap. in a relationship. both parties have to give and take. right? .. uh huh. wadd am i talking about? i dunno. i mean. u noe wadd i mean right. u noe u noe. yupps U NOE!!

din do much today. went out to orchard with my dad. uh huh. right so i always wonder..who would go to orchard with their parents? .. hmmm .. me lah. aint it obvious or sumthin. i think my dad rockks. :) awwws. aint i nice. den went to pick my stupid brother up from his friend's house. okok i love my brother too..sometimes only lahh. =x

sometimes i wonder. did i get too deep into it? i think so. cos i cant get out now. serious.
wuddever. haahaa.

attention people! im inviting u all to my funeral. wanna come?? >.<"

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart.

Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away
I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through

I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go I just can`t find my way.

Without you I just can`t find my way
I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go

nice lehh..

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
`` xiu qi

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