finally here i am .. back after one week of being t0rtured n0t being able t0 use e c0m f0r one wh0le damn week. amazing h0w did i acutally manage to g0 thru a week lidat.



schh0ol's getting m0re eNn m0re b0ring. im s0 l0nely and yet getting l0nelier. l0nliness suckks. right? :) uh huh im crazyy.! mrs 0ng wanted t0 see me on friday after sch0ol f0r dunn0 wadd g0d damned reas0n but i din see her. i f0rg0t b0ut it. *seri0us* :x


i had my c0mbined science test that day. i din n0e h0w t0 d0 a single qn and i left many qns blank. hey im nice ok. i let e teacher fill in e blanks f0r me. *winks* ahh and yes i remember i f0und 0ut i left e last page of e physics paper blank onli after i had to hand e paper in. and yes i had like plenty of time left to d0odle on e lab's table.


im s0ooo g0nna get screwed on e next less0n. but wh0 cares? d0 y0u? nahh. n0body cares. LOL. guess wadd tk really suckks. pls d0n ever g0 there. c0s y0u ( wh0ever y0u are ) will surely regret ur decisi0n f0r e rest of ur life. n0 kidding! x) im advertising ok.



h0w c0me ppl never learn h0w t0 cherish e ppl ar0und them and h0w c0me they never seem t0 realise wadd ppl have d0ne f0r them. h0w them they always take advantage of y0u and take things f0r granted. *hmmm* i realised that there are n0 true friends left on this planet. yah tat includs me. s0 d0n make friends with me. wahahahas. (: see i t0ld u im crazyy. n0w u g0tta believe me.


havin s0me0ne t0 love y0u is nice isnt it? but being jilted isnt nice right? s0 wadd d0 u d0? simple! stay single lah. -__-"" LOL n0 i havent been jilted..YET. hahas but y0u never n0e wadd's g0nna happen t0m0rr0w, e day after t0m0rr0w or even e day after tat. right? uh huh. of c0s im right lah. i always was right. in a wr0ng way th0.


wahahas im s0 darn b0red. really. i've been thinking al0t lately. im s0 scared. s0 scared. yes only YOU kn0w wadd im t0king b0ut baby. only y0u. but .. i guess y0u d0n b0ther anyways huh. :( s0 sad. life truly suckks. s0 why d0 we have t0 live it like u'll get a huge reward at e end if y0u live it pr0perly. get wadd i mean? LOL. i mean. take it sl0wly lah. n0t as if u w0nt die one day. every0ne has t0 die wadd. >.<" cant wait t0 die. haha sia0.


haiy0 dunn0 wadd t0 write lerrhs. bubbye.
iLoveMyBaby. *giggles*

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
`` xiu qi

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