{SOMWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW}.
Friday, July 08, 2005
title:{fuck off}

please stop acting cute with all that bleahs and stuff. i never had ANYTHING against u ok. so ur saying i suck up to ppl younger than me. ARENT YOU? think about it. u say im flirtatious. ARENT YOU. wat the hell is e meaning of ur flirting? talking to a guy? if tat is flirting, u are much much worse. i did not go to cca to suck up to her i did it becos i wanted to! so many times i wanted to! but i din want to go alone. if i suck up to [her], den you suck up to [THEM]!

you DARED me to look in e mirror and say that sentence? well, i did it! looking straight into my eyes! arent u people wierd! when i keep quiet, u say i act innocent. when i talk, u say i flirt? haha. have i ever said a single bad thing bout you? NO. i did about someone else but not you. YOU chose to listen to them. so be it. i cant be bothered.

thinking bout e past, i realised how STUPID i am to be ur fren. being like a dog to u. waiting for u and stuff and if i don u get angry. EXCUSE ME. im a human.

uh huh. a one-sided story, oh please. u go look in the mirror and think if they have been ur real frens. there are things i have heard but i never said. do i look like i have a fuckin chance to? u won't believe wat.so wtf should i? waste my saliva. oh .. so i look like a victim? uh huh. -nnods- if u say so. if that makes u happy. :)

so btw i heard i asked a guy's number. may i know WHO that guy is? so i heard i went out with kit min? WOW that is like so amazing and totally interesting!. going out with a guy i NEVER talked to? haha i wish! so wat did u tell e rest? i copied ur notes? i stole ur textbooks i bought a bikini? uh huh. so wat? u never bought one? btw wat notes huh? come tell me straight. wat textbooks?? hey u ppl are childish lahh!! quarreling becos of nothing. angry when ppl get higher marks then u? DUH...i stomachpain larhh.laugh until cannot laugh anymore. -.-

u said i broke up a relationship. i DID NOT. i was guilty damn guilty and i admitteed it! i did not deny.but look, they broke up already! if i din feel a bit guilty at all, i wouldnt be bothered. wat else u want? HUH. i made a mistake and apologised .. so? wat else.

oh btw look out for those around you cos uu never noe what they are doing behind ur back. im telling e whole world cos i don wanna backstab them. hey btw i suck up to younger ppl? nah i don..sorry for disappointing u..YOU are e one sucking up. come on man, face the truth don u backstab e person u sit next to also? u don like her either .. i pity her lyk a dog to u!

i will never forget this. the day i remembered after english lesson i couldnt wait for u and went off and u got pissed with me? im not ur maid. sorry! pay me if i have to be. but then again sorry im not so cheap. even if i have to be a maid, i wont be urs.

face up to reality. you have good figure, you have big boobs, ur tall. perfect! ppl get jealous. but pls be nice bout it.. cant u? i mean .. so yeah ur rich. so u have e perfect life.u don have to be proud of it!!! BE NICE.

u ppl are a bunch of childish ppl. like primary school kids. don friend u here and there. sick of it. ur not? well i am. now u ppl are trying to get back at me cos of ONE mistake i made and when i have admitted it. nuthin better to do.

oh btw. ppl have their own sense of dressing. like YOU. so stop criticising ppl's dressing can? ur preety. ur lucky. spare a thought for ppl. have a heart. a conscience. hey hey, make things clear. if i flirt , tell me WHO. and i can tell u who u flirt with too!

#to brigitte lee yi ning

ps: btw pls ask those friends of urs to stop suanning my fren. behind her back or in front of her. stop making use of her and STOP TAKING HER THINGS. stop copying her answers and stop taking her homework to copy!

3:31 PM;

N {yours truly}

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.



N {ATRIBUIR}

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.

N {my dreams}

to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.

N {AMI}

`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
`` xiu qi



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