just read chi wen's blog. how much are we worth. (: yupps His blood. (x


arghs im getting all stressed up. final year exams are coming. im flunking all my exams. im so DEAD. dead meat. roasted meat and wuddever... im letting my parent down. im killing myself if this goes on. anyway we all have to die one day right. haha.

today's a darn fuckin boring day. i guess everyone's at home studying. except me.wahahas who cares.

bye bye ..

finally im back after a long long while. this computer sucks tat's why i never bother to come and use it. wastes my time waiting for it to load up everything.

common tests are over. yupp and as usual im still failing everything. dumb dumb dumb. im dumb. (: life sucks. oh well .. at least it sucks for me. things never go my way do they. haha. who cares. lol lemme try to get into a jc.... HUH huh?? oops sorry im dreaming. (x

back to reality. i brought my dog for a haircut today. he looks as if he jus came out from a washing machine.. so clean and white and ... hmmm .. so nice smelling. *sniff sniff* :x it's a saturday. haven gone out on e weekends for a long time. feeling so darn bored. nothin to do at home.

nothing else to type. *beeeeeeep*
*dead*

come back some other time ..

fuck man im in e midst of common tests.imagine how sucky is tat.life suckks.3 days into common tests and i think..or rather im confident im gonna flunk all my tests and maybe i`ll get to sec 4 and maybe i won`t.but who cares.lol.doesn`t matter anymore.school suckks.i duwan study anymore.wahahahs.im giving up.studying suckks.don you agree?? x) nobody likes to study lah.

hmm..today was darn boring.had 3 papers in one day.maths, dnt and wad??erms yah chinese.and i din study for chinese at all,i only started studying dnt in e morning cos i din bring my textbook home.lol.shit.miss seah's gonna kill me.ahhh tmr i have chem and geog.shit.igonna fail both.believe?let`s wait till e results are out.=x we`ll see we`ll see.wahahahas.

fuck man this laptop is screwing up.everything's going wrong.lol.e stupid internet got problem.and i hope i don lose this page or else i have to type it all over again.sian.so boring.nuthin to do.tmr got school.ahhhh.gawdd dammit.

i got nuthin to type already.seriously.i doubt anyone will read my blog anyways.haha.

ps. baby you know i love you right.cmon you know tat.8 mths and 7days.*whheee*.so long liao.ur my arch angel baby.hees~muack muackks.i love you love you love you.hehehee.wuddever.
( -__- #!! ) im crazy haha.but i really really love u lorhhs. >.<

it's 0431pm already and he's n0t up.
y0u can imagine wad a pig he is.
yah and he's supp0sed t0 g0 s0mewhere.
m0re den half a day's up and he's still in dreamland.
haix. left here al0ne.
im s0 darn b0red.

next week is c0mm0n tests.
wad am i d0ing here??
g0sh im s0 dead and i s0 g0nna flunk them all.
*bang* im dead. x_x

maybe c0me back later. cya

happy 40th burffdae Singapore.
y0u r0ck...AS IF.HAHA singap0re sucks.
everything os0 l0ok f0r acadaemic results n0t talents.
wahahahs n0t as if i g0t any talents lahh.
but lidat sure l0se out one lah.
all e NERDS will get e j0b.. -__-



anyway. t0day was okayy lahh.
was quite a b0ring day.
except e part when i went out with my baby.
really wad. anytime i see him sure w0nt be b0ring one.
even if i sit there star at him f0r h0urs, days or m0nths w0nt get b0red.
hahas. i n0e a little t0o exaggerating but..seri0us lah.
we went t0 watch 'bewitched' t0day.
nice and funny sh0w.but e ending was s0 sweet.awws. x)



s0metimes i w0nder wad guys out there are thinking man.
they get jeal0us over nuthin.
n0t refering t0 u baby.
refering t0 my fren's guy.
l0l i shant say anything t0o.c0s i os0 get jeal0us easily.
haha. =x
but .. n0t my fault right.
ah yah. dunn0 lah.



time passes s0 fast. e end of e year is like jus r0und e c0rner.
shit i cant aff0rd t0 retain anym0re.
e conscequences are dire!!!
u n0e wad i mean right baby :~~(
yah im still scared. in fact VERY scared. HOW.
s0bbs-*



ah yah cut all e bullshit.
n0 n0. wad i said is true n0 bullshit.
all fr0m e b0tt0m of my heart. <3
oh yah i remember!!!
it's past midnight and s0???
wad d0es it mean!!!!!???



HAPPY 8 M0NTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!
g0sh. time flies.
8 m0nths g0ne. jus lidat.
during this 8 m0nths we've been thru thick and thin.
but nah it aint' enuff. i wanna spend e rest of muhh life d0ing it.
jus with my baby.
MrAaronLinRongFu. ur e love of muhh life.
n0 one can ever replace y0u.
3 m0re h0urs till 455am.
e exact time our hearts j0ined as ONE.
fr0m den on we knew we'd never be apart. :)
alth0ugh we've had t0ns of misunderstandings between us.
but e l0ve between us is str0ng enuff t0 keep us g0ing right baby?
and till n0w. n0n of us is g0nna let g0.
we g0nna keep g0ing. till we're old. till we die.
we'll walk our j0urney t0gether n0 matter h0w t0ugh it'll be.
n0 matter wh0 g0es first. we'll be in each other's hearts <3 fer eternity.
we'll keep e preci0us mem0ries we had in us and we'll carry on creating better ones.
we'll d0 everything t0gether. hand in hand. heart t0 heart.
e l0ve between us will never die.
it'll keep g0ing str0ng and better, bec0me str0nger.
baby i'll never leave y0u. n0t even f0r a sec0nd.
y0u've g0t my heart and i've g0t urs.
we'll never be a apart. (:



i wanna thank y0u fer always being there.
when im d0wn in e dumps.
th0 ur harsh on me at times i n0e u did it fer my own g0od.
y0u always th0ught f0r me.
and when im happy u'll be e first to share e happiness with me.
when im sad u'll be e first t0 lend me a sh0ulder.
and u let me vent my anger.
m0st imp0rtantly..
# thanks baby fer l0ving me.
# fer all y0u have d0ne.

# il0vey0u-*

yupps. t0day was national day celebration in school.
but i ponned. =x
yah yah went to find my baby.
got a problem wtih that?



hmmm had fun with baby.
but was a darn sh0rt day lah.
yah he had t0 g0 t0 cp t0 pay f0r his sis's meal. -__-
haha nice br0ther lehhs.
yah nice b0yfriend t0o :)
*seri0us*



shit my leg is damn pain.
hurting like fuck lah.
ahh oh yah i jus remembered.
jus n0w my mum went crazy and n0w she's outta e h0use.
LOL. wh0 cares. she walked off jus lidat.
anyways. i wanted g0 see firew0rks with baby but he cant g0 out.
s0 sian l0rrhs. sighh.
yah and i remember an0ther thing.
n0 matter h0w u help ur y0unger br0thers, they'll never be grateful
and i mean NEVER :x
d0n ask me h0w i n0e.
my br0ther is e one example. LOL



im s0 b0red n0e lah.
there's abs0lutely n0thin t0 d0.
i think i g0nna bec0me a panda s0on.
have been sleeping damn late like 2, 3+
but amazingly i aint tired.
y ah'?? -__-""



btw, think i g0nna g0 out wit my baby again tmr.
LOL. we damn slack lah.
every week watch m0vie.
yah s0metimes i fall asleep den i kena sc0lding by him.
heh heh. yah l0r i waste m0ney nehhs.



eh brig.
d0n sad sad larhhs. cheer up kaeS?
:) if u need a ear, i'll lend y0u mind.
jus smile lah. like u d0 everyday. x)
okies?? be e happy and crazy girl we all used t0 n0e.

i cant smile with0ut euu. cant smile with0ut euu.
life ish meaningless with0ut euu. d0n euu n0e tat? or rather aint it obvi0us?

hmmm .. c0uples out there sh0uld cherish each other kks? >.<
t0day went t0 van's h0se t0 d0 e bl0ody ge0g pr0ject.
yeah we g0nna pass. we spent 3h0urs on it. ONLY. wahahahs
den i went t0 orchard and baby came t0 find me.
i went t0 find a skirt t0 buy.yah a skirt. g0t a PROBLEM?
n0 pr0blem right? den shuddup. LOL
wuddever lahh .
my hand hurts. :x

stupid friendster suckks.
yupps always s0 c0cked up.
im s0 b0red. yays!!
finally e l0ng l0ng weekend has c0me.
i can sleep late. can i?
n0pes i g0t tuiti0n tmr and den im g0ing out with my baby AGAIN.
yipee d0odle d0o!!! :D
s0rry im crazy.

yayness!! -* my baby jus simply rockks. x)
i l0ve u aar0n!!

# He taught me how to love, but not how to stop.
# Love me now , Love me never , But if you love me , love me forever
# Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman, but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.
# We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
# Love the heart that hurts you, But never hurt the heart that loves you.
# Love: The irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.
# I could do without many things with no hardship--you are not one of them
( g0t fr0m brig's blog. )



(: seri0usly this is s0 true. i th0ught being in a real relati0nship was s0 easy. i th0ught l0ving s0me0ne was jus a breeze. but it turned out e opposite. yeah it's kinda t0ugh. in fact i muz admit it is DAMN t0ugh. but kn0wing that s0me0ne is there t0 appreciate me and l0ve me unlike others is a blessing. but .. d0 y0u actually apprciate me? LOL in fact d0es any0ne appreciate me at all? haha even i dunn0 e answer.

wahahahahahas. it's like 147am and i have school tmr. fuck man. laaa deeee duumm... >.<>


c ya!!! n0 m0od type n0w -_-

finally here i am .. back after one week of being t0rtured n0t being able t0 use e c0m f0r one wh0le damn week. amazing h0w did i acutally manage to g0 thru a week lidat.



schh0ol's getting m0re eNn m0re b0ring. im s0 l0nely and yet getting l0nelier. l0nliness suckks. right? :) uh huh im crazyy.! mrs 0ng wanted t0 see me on friday after sch0ol f0r dunn0 wadd g0d damned reas0n but i din see her. i f0rg0t b0ut it. *seri0us* :x


i had my c0mbined science test that day. i din n0e h0w t0 d0 a single qn and i left many qns blank. hey im nice ok. i let e teacher fill in e blanks f0r me. *winks* ahh and yes i remember i f0und 0ut i left e last page of e physics paper blank onli after i had to hand e paper in. and yes i had like plenty of time left to d0odle on e lab's table.


im s0ooo g0nna get screwed on e next less0n. but wh0 cares? d0 y0u? nahh. n0body cares. LOL. guess wadd tk really suckks. pls d0n ever g0 there. c0s y0u ( wh0ever y0u are ) will surely regret ur decisi0n f0r e rest of ur life. n0 kidding! x) im advertising ok.



h0w c0me ppl never learn h0w t0 cherish e ppl ar0und them and h0w c0me they never seem t0 realise wadd ppl have d0ne f0r them. h0w them they always take advantage of y0u and take things f0r granted. *hmmm* i realised that there are n0 true friends left on this planet. yah tat includs me. s0 d0n make friends with me. wahahahas. (: see i t0ld u im crazyy. n0w u g0tta believe me.


havin s0me0ne t0 love y0u is nice isnt it? but being jilted isnt nice right? s0 wadd d0 u d0? simple! stay single lah. -__-"" LOL n0 i havent been jilted..YET. hahas but y0u never n0e wadd's g0nna happen t0m0rr0w, e day after t0m0rr0w or even e day after tat. right? uh huh. of c0s im right lah. i always was right. in a wr0ng way th0.


wahahas im s0 darn b0red. really. i've been thinking al0t lately. im s0 scared. s0 scared. yes only YOU kn0w wadd im t0king b0ut baby. only y0u. but .. i guess y0u d0n b0ther anyways huh. :( s0 sad. life truly suckks. s0 why d0 we have t0 live it like u'll get a huge reward at e end if y0u live it pr0perly. get wadd i mean? LOL. i mean. take it sl0wly lah. n0t as if u w0nt die one day. every0ne has t0 die wadd. >.<" cant wait t0 die. haha sia0.


haiy0 dunn0 wadd t0 write lerrhs. bubbye.
iLoveMyBaby. *giggles*

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
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