Monday, September 26, 2005
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lets driive into the sunset.
siing love songs.
we`ll make un-keepable promiises and swear
we`ll never love anyone else
yeah.let's make that promiise alrite.(: hmmm today was okayys i guess.
as we lay together ii turn away...
afraid you`ll see the tears forming inside my eyes
you ask mii if anything`s wrong...
ii smile kiss you & tell you everything`s fine...
but keep thinking how much ii`d miss you if you weren`t mine
watched the myth t0day.damn funny.sh0uld watch it.it's nice.(:
ii want to be the smile,, the first thought,,
the long drive,, or the short walk,,
the last voice,, the random call,,
the laugh,, the perfect kiss,,
the comfort hug,, your second half,,
the sparkle in your eye,, the everything you need,,
just what you want,, ii want to be your perfection. (x
3:27 PM;
Sunday, September 25, 2005
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# The strongest person you see all day may be the one who crys themself to sleep at night.
does this happen to sound like someone familliar?yeah that's me.x( sigh.i`ve been sighing since 10pm and now's 0310am?duh.sigh.imgrowing old faster.
today aint a good day.was my grandmum's bdae.went to some hotel for hi tea.all was well till one of my cousin came.i dunno.i jus felt.extra all of a sudden.another cousin of mine brought her hw there to do.i was like wth? =.=" doing homework in a damn hotel?wonder wat's wrong with her.sigh.well at least she`s clever and got into rjc.9A1s.so wat do you expect from her.
sheesh.im darn bored.and fuckin depressed.over wat?tat's for me to know and for you to find out.im being irritating lah.annoying everyone.yawn.sigh im tired.mentally too.hmmm.i dun have a future i guess.sigh.=(
yawn.tomorrow's monday.yawn.monday blues.x( i wanna cry.lend me a shoulder someone.
don think i can make it to sec four next year.sigh.turn back time please god turn back time.sigh.i dun believe in god anymore.neither do i believe in heaven or hell.when i die.i`ll jus go *poof* and there.disappear into thin air.(:
i dun feel appreciated.i`ve given people so much love but i got nuthin in return.why.i don deserve such treatment do i.?sobs.
♥ No guy is worth your tears, and when you find one that is, he wont make you cry
6:18 PM;
Saturday, September 24, 2005
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sheesh.havent been blogging for a long time.school has been down right shitty.brigitte said we failed dnt.gillian failed dnt too.i mean.get the point?we're all retainees!!the three retainees failed dnt.i fail nvm lah.but brigitte fail?impossible lah.her folio damn nice.sigh.hate life.really.
turn back time.let's turn back time shall we?(: forget it.it'll be an unfufilled wish.
yayy.it's a friday.guess wat.there's no school tomorrow.is that obvious or obvious?the sec fours have just finished their prelims.i COULD have been one of them.wahaha.but unfortunately im not.(x oh wells.i cant be bothered.it's fun being in this year's 3k.it's much much better. x)
u fucking hell better buck up..
lol thanks for that man.
2:40 PM;
Monday, September 19, 2005
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# bec0s of y0u my life was g0ing great in the beginning.
n0w it flashed rite in fr0nt of me and i saw it shatter int0 a milli0n pieces
# l0ve is the best part of life wen he l0ves u.
but wen u hear him say "we need t0 talk" it's as if ur wh0le life passes by rite in fr0nt of ur eyes and u feel like u can never l0ve again.
havent been blogging.life's hell n0w.g0t nuthin much t0 type th0.
# y0u kn0w he`s s0me0ne special
when n0 matter what kiinda m0od y0ur in,
he can a l w a y s manage to made you s.M.i.L.E. (:
#The hardest thing y0u`ll ever have t0 d0
is t0 st0p l0ving s0me0ne
because they st0p l0ving yOu. <3
# I want s o m e o n e to come up behind me
and wrap his arms around my waist,
to catch me off guard and whisper...
[ I L o v e Y o u ]
# y0u left me.
I said I was g0nna be f i n e with0ut y0u.
But the truth is i'm n0t.
I barely slept last night.
I kept having [ n i g h t m a r e s ] ab0ut y0u.
That y0u st0pped lOvinG me.
And that you f0und *s.O.m.E.o.N.e.* else to l0ve ):
# ch0ose carefully ;;
if you want her .. then tell her.
because once she's g0ne ;
she w0n't turn back.
# did y0u ever watch him walk away..
n0t wanting him to g0. while y0u're thinking
''wow I l0ve him, m0re then he'll ever kn0w
# It's every girls dream to
have a guy call her at 3 am just to say
"Hey babe, just wanted to tell you I love you"
there y0u g0.s0me nice qu0tes.im missing him like fuck.d0es any0ne n0e e feeling?nah.d0ubt s0 hurh.final year exams are c0ming.i d0ubt i can make it to sec 4.wahehehehes.=.=wuddever.
9:11 AM;
Thursday, September 15, 2005
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walk when you can't run
Crawl if you cant walk
Drag your self if you can't crawl...
Take it slow and you will reach there....
thanks for e advice.but how slow am i gonna take?50 years?no thanks.i'd take it step by step.we all have to die one day.doesnt matter how you die also.cos you'd jus dissppear into thin air when you die.nods.
why do you always think your a loser when i say im hurt.why do you always want to go away cos i say im depressed.do you really think i'd be happier that way?do you really think things will work if you do that?why do you always have to be the goody goody guy who leaves and say i'd be happier.i guess you never thought far enough huh.you never wondered how i'd actually feel if you leave me.havent i told you like million, billion of times how much you meant to me?and how i'd feel if you actually do leave me.have you sat down and seriously thought bout it?wad if i get kicked out of school?will you still love me like before?wat if i disgrace you.will you still show me off as ur gf to ur friends?
Your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card.
Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.
Your perfect little girl talked back to you again.
Your perfect little girl painted her nails black.
Your perfect little girl lied to you all her life.
Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep.
Your perfect little girl used to slit her wrists 'till she bled.
Your perfect little girl dated before sixteen.
Your perfect little girl was broken by a boy.
Your perfect little girl doesn't go to church.
Your perfect little girl hates you.
Your perfect little girl has given up on life.
Your perfect little girl had a tantrum today.
Your perfect little girl wants to run away.
Your perfect little girl has no real friends.
Your perfect little girl thinks she's overweight.
Your perfect little girl hasn't let you dry her tears.
Your perfect little girl disobeys you.
Your perfect little girl hates the world.
Your perfect little girl is hated by the world.
Your perfect little girl says bad things about you.
Your perfect little girl is very unhappy.
Your perfect little girl tried to commit suicide.
Your perfect little girl has become a disgrace.
Your perfect little girl....isn't so perfect anymore
12:27 PM;
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# theres this girl in the mirror
i wonder who she is
sometimes i think i know her..
sometimes i wish i did..
there`s a story in her eyes
lullabies & goodbyes
and when she looks at me i can tell
shes hurting inside -
# i hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
i hate the way you drive my car,
i hate it when you stare.
i hate your big dumb combat boots,
and the way you read my mind.
i hate you so much, it makes me sick.
it even makes me rhyme.
i hate the way your always right,
i hate it when you lie.
i hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
i hate it when your not around,
and the fact that you didnt call.
but mostly i hate the way i dont hate you..
not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all -
# we went from strangers..
to best friends..to everiithiing in between..<33
# im jealous of every girl that has ever hugged you..`
`cuz for that one moment...
she held my entire world... <33
#the worst part of being lied to..
is knowing you werent worth the truth..
back from school.the fuckin weather i so darn hot.it's affecting my mood.shit.final year exams are coming.i think i gonna get kicked out.and wat the fuck i got caught by e dog for bringing a drink to class AFTER SCHOOL.wat is this man.he's so short and round and fat and ugly.trying to act big in school only.i think his dick is as puny as a pea.(sorry for being so vulgar) i really hate him.hate him hate you hate them.ahhhh.nuthin else to type.
# a heart is like glass.
once its been broken
its better to leave it alone
then to hurt yourself trying
to put it back together -
# when hott isnt hott and cold isnt cold
when people start growing young instead of old
when one plus one doesnt equal two
thats the day i`ll stop loving you -
hey baby.if you come and read my blog.if u actually do it.jus wanna let u noe u mean the world to me.i love you-*
10:03 AM;
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
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# When you say I'm beautiful I say "yeah right," but what im really saying is "do you really think so?" When you say good job i say "thanks" but what Im really saying is "I love that you notice." When you say we'll be together forever I say "I hope so" but what im really saying is "I hope forever never ends." When you say I love you I say "I love you too" but what Im really saying is "never stop saying that." When you say that I dont care I say "yes I do" but what Im really saying is "I care for you more than you'll ever know."
# Last night i fell asleep to our song on repeat & every moment, every word, everytime it played, there wasnt a minute I couldnt keep my mind off of you. That means something i guess, it's not up to me anymore. If you want me in your life you'll find a way to put me there.
# There will come a time in your life when you will become infatuated with a single soul.
For this person you'd do anything and not think twice about it, but when asked why, you have no answer.
You'll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do, but you'll never find out.
And no matter how badly you hate it or how badly it hurts ... you'll love this person without regret, for the rest of your life.
# Everyone cries. Everyone weeps. We all stay up late one night because we can't go to sleep. Tears coming out. Thoughts deep in your head. So you sit and lay there and cry on your bed. Can't help but think about all the things you had. You can't help but wonder why they make you so sad. You can't help but wonder where did you go wrong. You can't help but listen to your old song. You can't help to think about him day and night. You can't help but wonder why this match isn't right. So you're happy to see him. It's been a long time. You're happy to see him and you don't know why.
i simply love this song.
Everybody's got somethin'
They had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday
That just seems to grow with time
There's no use lookin' back or wonderin'
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways
To let you go
CHORUS
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter
Where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you,ooooh yea
Somewhere in my memory I've lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
Cuz yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use lookin' back or wonderin
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
CHORUS
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter
Where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you,ooooh yea
You'll always be the dream
That fills my head, Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use lookin' back or wonderin' (or wonderin')
B'cuz love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no no no no!!
CHORUS
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I moved on
You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day (each dayyyy)
And I know no matter
Where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you,ooooh yea
the lyrics are sooo sweet.(x
hmmm today..start of school.oh wells at least for me.i skipped school yesterday.went to sentosa with him :x wuddever.i was supposed to be in school yet i was in sentosa at siloso beach!!ahhh it'c nice ok.at least it's better den east coast or pasir ris.(: heh heh.sheesh i wanna live a beach life.
handsome?? x) hee.
# "I want someone who loves me more than he loves sports.
or at least someone i can love more than i love my icecream
and chinese food.
someone to become my new favorite and
not just my favorite person, but favorite feeling, favorite taste,
favorite love, favorite e v e r y t h ii n g." <3
# before i met you `'*
i never knew what it was like to look into someones eyes and smile for no reason <33
# I Love You So Much!....but i don't think you've ever cared to notice.
# It was then...when we were walking on the beach, hand and hand, talking about sweet nothings...that i knew i never wanted that moment to end. And in my heart <3>
# since the first time you ran your fingers through my hairsince the first time your hugs eased my pain && sincethe first time your kisses took my breath away, i knew there was n o o n e e l s e for me <3
there you go. somemore nice quotes. (x enj0y.
i dunno if u ever come to my blog to read.but dearest baby if you do.all this quotes are dedicated to you.tho they arent original.they convey wat i wanna say to you.only for you.i jus wish you knew how much i actually do love you.and i fuckin miss you loads.(:
1:32 PM;
Sunday, September 11, 2005
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# Hold on to what you love
Stay true to what you know
take everything you dream of
and never let it go <3
#i wrote down all the bad things
about you thinking that maybe
it would change my mind but
then i realized ..
its all the bad things that make
me love you the way i do <3>
# find a guy who doesn't care
if u laugh loudly,
chew with your mouth open,
sing off key,
cry at the movies,
or act like an insane person...
&& all it does is make him love you even more
# i keep telling myself
im not the desperate type..
but you've got me looking through the blinds
# (¨`·.·´¨)i mAy NoT gEt 2 See U As 0fTeN aS i
`·.¸(¨`·.·´¨)Like i mAy n0t GeT 2 h0Ld U iN
`·.¸.·´mY aRms aLL ThRu thA NiTe*BuT
(¨`·.·´¨)deEp DoWn i Kn0 iTs TrUe
`·.¸(¨`·.·´¨)*No MaTTer WhAt
`·.¸.·´*iLL aLwAyZ WaNt U*
ok enough with the quotes.im seriously addicted to them.oh wells.had a bad day today.fought with my parents.literally fought.uh huh.jus cos i skipped tuition.whee.shan't elaborate any further.makes me pissed only.hmmm.DARN.school starts again tomorrow.shit i dread school.
wheeee...
hmmm.yawn.1122pm.dun wanna go school tomorrow.suckks.haven done finish my hw :x
nvm.haha.im bored.
oh yeah.today went to plaza sing with darllin.we watch herbie:fully loaded.nice and funny and hmmm nice.yah.oh yes i remember.gosh i embarrassed myself at long john silver.spilled my drink.and den later he spilled his.wahahahs.e poor cleaners had to clean up a few times just cos of e 2 o f us.LOL.so bad right.oh wells.who cares.they were paid for a reason (: den after e show we walked rounds and rounds and rounds in plaza.doing nuthin.fun huh.den i went to..hmm serangoon.yeah.y?cos i din want to go home.and i made him late for tuition for an hour?LOL.im bad.bad bad bad.yeah way bad.crazy.hmmm first time i went home at like 930pm.and my dad paid e taxi fare.kks.it's kinda pathetic it's my first time going home late.i did it on purpose.wahahas.gosh.im gettin from bad to worse.nods.but i dun care!!!!
I WANT A BOY---who can wrestle with me
and let me win.(sometimes)
who i can talk to about anything
who laughs at my jokes.(most of e times)
a boy who puts my cold hands
in his warm hoodie pockets.(check)
who lets me use his sweatshirt
for a pillow.(does he have one?)
who buys me 25 cent rings,(nah he got me s $25 ring)
and has sticky hands.(wat for?doesnt matter)
who says i love you & means it.(check)
who will kiss me in the rain,(never tried)
in the sunshine(check), and in the snow.(no snow)
whos calls unexpectedly.(sometimes)
who will have many inside jokes(check)
with me and remember each one.(check)
a boy who notices girls haircuts.(check)
who realizes that girls say things
but dont always mean them.(sometimes)
who shows up at my games,(i dun play games)
slipping in the door.(check)
who i can go swimming with
on hot days.(check)
who can tell me his problems(most of e times)
and let me help.(sometimes)
who will listen to me talk--
about the new nail polish i got.(i dun buy nail polish)
who will bring me seashells
from the beach.(he doesnt go to e beach)
who will let me beat him up
when i get angry.(check)
who writes love letters to me,
but doesnt send them.(NO)
who draws pictures and slips them
gently into my locker slot.(no locker)
who saves his genuine, big smiles for me.(check.he has e sweetest smiles)
a boy with deep eyes
that can see through faces into depths.(check)
who wears baseball hats and
lets me wear his too.(he doesnt play baseball)
who gives me his t-shirt to change into(havent tried)
and not expect to get it back
who knows my favorite color, song,
car, vegetable, perfume, and
the color of my toothbrush.(does he? never asked)
a boy who will shake my dad's hand
and look my mother in the eye.(check)
who will call me by my full name--
first, middle, and last.(check)
a boy who will kiss me and
tell me im beautiful.(check)
a boy who will let me cry to him.(check)
who will squeeze my hips just right.(check)
who surprises me and compliments
my manicure and plays with my hair.(check except for e manicure.i dun do manicure.)
who knows when i have a math testor when i fail one.(huh?)
a boy who smells like
he just stepped out of the shower.(absolutely)
who wears cologne that i can subtly
smell when im leaning on his shoulder.(he smells nice e way he is)
who tells me i have a nice laugh(dun think so)
and a smile that lights up the room
and simply be mine to hold.(check)
there you go.there's my baby for you.heehee.aint perfect.but who cares.he's mine.for me to choose(: awwws.im sweet right. (x
10:37 PM;
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# I bet everyone else can look
into your eyes a million times
& never see what I see in you.
# I try to let you go
I try to find someone new
but its worthless
because I seem to be only looking for
another you-
lalala.crap.it's 240am.i have tuition in e morning.should i cancel it?nah.maybe.hmmm.yes.i dunno.SHEESH.im going crazy.e world's spinning round me.huh.i mean round e sun.yeah.darn i just remembered i have my chinese tuition hw and school hw due on monday.tat's so cool aint it.LOL.wuddever.im feeling sick.i have injuries all over me.why?i dunno why either.
cant e world stop for a moment?to let me enjoy e peace and quiet.wheeee.im crazy already.dunno wat im talking bout.im obsessed with all those love quotes.and it kinda got infected by brigitte.i gonna flood my blog entries with them.if it gets boring.not my fault.find her (x nah.jus kidding.admit it.dun u just think they're *oh-so-sweet*
here goes.
# Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again
I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
# If He SaYs uR HoTt....... He'S LoOkIn At YoUr BoDy
If He SaYs Ur PrEtTy.......hE's LoOkIn At yOuR FaCe
If He SaYs Ur BeAuTiFuL.......hE's LoOkIn aT YoUr HeArT
# -*dont tell me you love me unless you mean it ..
cos i might do somethin crazy like believe it. -
# tell me,what am i doing wrong?
why can't you just talk to me?
why do u keep ignoring me?
what did i ever do to you?
all i did was love you more than anything in this world
...and i think.......
I STILL DO -
# I Like How You Tell Me
I LOOk Pretty
[When I Don`t]-
# -->you<-- get in a car crash and break every bone
in your body thats nothing compared to knowing
the one you love wont ever love you back-
# ii may nOt be the prettieSt qiirL aLiive
Or the riCheSt qiirL aLiive Or the sMarteSt giirL aliive
but ii am the luCkiieSt
b`Cuz i . h a v e . y O u . <33>
# i keep telling myself over and over
"she can have him.. i don't want him"
even though i know i want him more than anything..-
awwws.x) admit it.they're all jus *oh-so-sweet* you just cant resist them.right?whhheeee.some are sad tho. x(
WAYS TO MAKE A GIRL SMILE
[1] hold her hand at ANY moment even if it is just for a second.
[2] Kiss her on the forehead
[3] leave her voice messages to wake up to.
[4] ALWAYS tell her you love her at any & and all times.
[5] when she is upset, hold her tight & tell her how much she means to u
[6] recognize the small things ..they usually mean the most.
[7] call her Sweetie or BABY
[8] Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is
[9] pick her over all the OTHER girls you hang out with
[10] write her N0tes. (she loves them)
[11] introduce her to family & friends as your girlfriend
[12] play with her hair.
[13] pick her up, tickle her, & PLAY WRESTLE with her.
[14] sit in the park & just TALK to her.
[15] tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her J0kes
[16] throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because u missed her.
[17] let her fall asleep in your arms
[18] carve your names into a TREE.
[19] give her piggyback rides
[20] bring her flowers just because u can
[21] treat her the same around your friends as you do when you`re alone
[22] look her in the eyes & Smile
[23] let her take as many pictures as she wants
[24] slow dance with her, even if there is not’t any music playing
[25] if you`re in love with her.. tell her!!
wahahahaha this is soooo true.okay cut e crap.let's continue.
# a little jealousy in a relationship is healthy,
its always nice to `kno someone's afraid to lose u
# Do you know what it’s like to reach for the phone and
pull your hand back because you remember you’re not supposed to call anymore?
You sit back with tears building up in your eyes because
you know it’s not the last time you’ll miss the conversations you’ve shared. -
# if he’s the first thing you think of when you wake up,
the only thing you think of when you’re awake,
& the last thing you think of when you sleep,
then he is really something special -
# Never doubt that I love you I need you more than you know..
I wish I could hold you forever & never let go.
You prove it more everyday that we were meant to be..
So believe me when I say you're the one for me. -
# everyone has things they regret in life ..
but i don't regret anything because one way or another,
it led me to you . -
# I finally realized that it’s okay to fall in love.
Not every guy is going to break me.
so, if you want to love me, I’ll love you back &
if you don’t, well, I’ll love you anyway. -
oohmyygoosshhh.this time you gotta admit it.these quotes are DARN nice (:
6:25 PM;
Saturday, September 10, 2005
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Two teenagers goin over 100 mph..
Girl: Slow down. I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it's not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
(In the paper the next day):A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived.The truth was that halfway down the road, guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
# Everyone asks me why I still like you I kinda just smirk and say : "He's the first boy that took my breath away"
* got them from brig, so sweet right.awwws (x
i mean e quotes not her.wahahas.oops jus kidding girl.
just came back from sushi tei at serangoon.my brother's bday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIDI. -.- yah din get him anything. x: i'll get a belated one lah k.im not that bad.9/9/05.wont forget today.ahh guess wat!! i got SUNBURN!!!it's like once in a blue moon i get burnt.am i gona turn black?nopes dun think so.SHEESH.so much for getting burnt.my back hurts.yawn.wheee hols are gonna be over!! i gonna go back to school.this is so fun.(: love school.yeah right.miss e teachers in school.double yeah right.wuddever.im not done with my school hw.shit.DARN.
kks.gotta go.
i`m scared because I don`t want anyone else
to have your heart. <3 I don`t want anyone
else to kiss your lips, I don`t want anyone
else to be in your arms. I don`t want anyone
but me to be the one youu love. i`m scared
because I don`t want anyone to take my place
3:23 PM;
Friday, September 09, 2005
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just came back from swimming.yawn.it's kinda stupid.havent been swimming in months.there were so many kids.din like e crowd.oh wells.i did it to company my brother.
it's thursday. time passes so fast.holidays are soon over.back to school and back to exams.SHEESH.hate it hate it hate it.
missing him loads and loads and loads.AND LOADS AND LOADS.really.till there's no space left in my mind for other things.(: oh kay. done.dunno wad else to type.my mind's empty.
8:23 AM;
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
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# when its all over,i'll remember the things you taught me.
# when its all over,i'll remember how you always made me laugh.
# when its all over,i'll remember that kiss on the cheek.
# when its all over,i'll remember how warm it feels to hug you.
# when its all over,i'll remember the stories you told me.
# when its all over,i'll remember the things you bought me.
# when its all over,i'll remember the food we ate.
# when its all over,i'll remember those 5am's
# when its all over, i'll remember the secrets we shared.
# when its all over,i'll remember those staring contests(i always won by the way X))
# when its all over,i'll remember how hugging you to sleep meant the world to me.
# when its all over,i'll remember how you smashed cream into my face
# when its all over,i'll remember the nights we cried.
# when its all over,i'll remember the kisses
# when its all over,i'll remember the inside jokes.
# when its all over,i'll remember the changing rooms
# when its all over,i'll remember your face when you sulk.
# when its all over,i'll remember the nights i spent missing you.
# when its all over,i'll remember how you tickled me to death.
# when its all over,i'll remember how you call me "dear"
# when its all over,i'll remember the nights i spent in your arms,
# when its all over,i'll remember the "shopping sprees" together.
# when its all over,i'll remember the smurfs
# when its all over,i'll remember how you wiped away my tears when i cried, you told me it was alright.
# when its all over,i'll remember how you never failed to listen to my problems, no matter how insignificant
# when its all over,i'll remember the taxi rides, and fares.
# when its all over,i'll remember the horror movies.
# when its all over,i'll realise that,
*i still love you.*
see..tat's y i never could let go.
got this from my cousin's blog. very nice huh.
im bored.life sucks.i don deny.laa dee dum.ive got nothin to do.ahhhh no tuition at orchard!!not tat im crazy for tuition or what.no tuition at orchard means i gotta stay in e house.get it?who wants tuition anyway.not me.
im fucking sad.but why?shhh.it's a secret.for me to know and for you to find out.nono.you wont find out.no one ever will.ahh wuddever.my mother's fuckin annoying.and so are you.so are all e people out there.(there are some exceptions tho)i wonder if she ever gets tired nagging.even if she doesnt,im tired listening to her.and listening to you.tired of listening to everyone.really wished i never existed (:
i miss him so muchie.does anyone know that?does he even know tat in e first place?dunno.it's 1237am.wat am i doing?waiting for e toopid boy who's playing some dumbfuck game.nah i never wanted to complain.i never felt tired waiting.but...ok e rest i'll keep it to myself.im running away from reality.i never know wat's gonna happen tomorrow.e sky's probably gonna drop down.who knows.we might all perish in seconds.i walk my life aimlessly.let's say if im gonna get robbed or murdered tomorrow,so be it.cos we all gotta die one day.y not earlier?solves all problems.(x
it's e darn hols.now i wish that there werent any hols at all.i wouldnt have to go thru all e boredom alone.staying at home.staring at e television when there's no show going on.no movies to watch.i mean,icant possibly watch them alone.i cant even go out for a walk.study study study.SHEESH.no way.luckily i have my bro to squabble with at home.tho he sucks at time,it doesnt really matter.tuitions.not much of a bother.jus e homeworks e teacher give.or i wouldnt mind having tuiton e whole day.GRINS.
im bored.BORED.im reading people's blog.loll.some are absoutely inspiring.some are.oh well.downright boring.sorry.im kinda evil now.anyway my blog belongs to e boring category.ahh wuddever.i think this is one of e longest entry ever.
DAMN.simply love this song.it rocks.
IF I HAD WINGS I WOULD FLY, CAUSE ALL THAT I NEED, YOU ARE! IF THE WORLD CAVED IN AROUND ME, TO YOU I'D STILL HOLD ON! CAUSE YOU'RE ALL THAT I BELIEVE, AND THE ONE THAT CREATED ME! JESUS! BECAUSE OF YOU! I'M FREE!
is it an offence to sleep late during e hols?no right.there you go.my mum's screaming again.she'll probably need some herbal tea soon.(: im evil.muahahahas.everyone is EVIL.gosh.it's 0130am.spent an hr typing this entry?cant believe it.
i'll probably type more later.if i can be bothered to come back.tatas.
4:32 PM;
Saturday, September 03, 2005
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after 4 days im finally back here.it seemed like centuries to me.Hmm i wonder why.common tests are over.guessed how did fare.6 upon 7 subjects.sigh.nopes not pass but fail.yupps.believe it or not.i failed 6 outta 7 subs.arent i pathetic.worse still im a repeat student.tat makes me even more pathetic.got back out report cards today.or rather report paper.miss seah was nagging again.as usual.fucked up bitch.okok my apologies.she means well.SHEESH.
now my mum has signed me up for science tuition.gotta go for this crash course at orchard.everyday of e hol.DAMN.well at least it's at orchard.but wth.i dunno anyone there.that's shit man.it's STUPID.if i get to sec 4 next year.i'll get tuition for EVERY subject.yesh.every single subs.if i can find lah.tat's it.now it's time to start studying for final years.darn.
im living in misery.i wanna get out of this misery.i wanna do as well as other people.i wanna feel as loved as other ppl.(tho im satisfied with wat i have now).i wanna make other people feel loved.dunno wat's wrong with me.or wat's wrong with this society.make people feel so stressed up till they don wanna do anything no breathing spacea at all.unlike other places.
it's 1130pm.darn.just remembered i got maths tuition tmr morning.shit.gotta go.my brother pestering me for e com.haix.
*my days are NUMBERED..*
2:34 PM;