{SOMWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW}.
Sunday, September 11, 2005
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# Hold on to what you love
Stay true to what you know
take everything you dream of
and never let it go <3
#i wrote down all the bad things
about you thinking that maybe
it would change my mind but
then i realized ..
its all the bad things that make
me love you the way i do <3>
# find a guy who doesn't care
if u laugh loudly,
chew with your mouth open,
sing off key,
cry at the movies,
or act like an insane person...
&& all it does is make him love you even more
# i keep telling myself
im not the desperate type..
but you've got me looking through the blinds
# (¨`·.·´¨)i mAy NoT gEt 2 See U As 0fTeN aS i
`·.¸(¨`·.·´¨)Like i mAy n0t GeT 2 h0Ld U iN
`·.¸.·´mY aRms aLL ThRu thA NiTe*BuT
(¨`·.·´¨)deEp DoWn i Kn0 iTs TrUe
`·.¸(¨`·.·´¨)*No MaTTer WhAt
`·.¸.·´*iLL aLwAyZ WaNt U*
ok enough with the quotes.im seriously addicted to them.oh wells.had a bad day today.fought with my parents.literally fought.uh huh.jus cos i skipped tuition.whee.shan't elaborate any further.makes me pissed only.hmmm.DARN.school starts again tomorrow.shit i dread school.
wheeee...
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hmmm.yawn.1122pm.dun wanna go school tomorrow.suckks.haven done finish my hw :x
nvm.haha.im bored.
oh yeah.today went to plaza sing with darllin.we watch herbie:fully loaded.nice and funny and hmmm nice.yah.oh yes i remember.gosh i embarrassed myself at long john silver.spilled my drink.and den later he spilled his.wahahahs.e poor cleaners had to clean up a few times just cos of e 2 o f us.LOL.so bad right.oh wells.who cares.they were paid for a reason (: den after e show we walked rounds and rounds and rounds in plaza.doing nuthin.fun huh.den i went to..hmm serangoon.yeah.y?cos i din want to go home.and i made him late for tuition for an hour?LOL.im bad.bad bad bad.yeah way bad.crazy.hmmm first time i went home at like 930pm.and my dad paid e taxi fare.kks.it's kinda pathetic it's my first time going home late.i did it on purpose.wahahas.gosh.im gettin from bad to worse.nods.but i dun care!!!!
I WANT A BOY---who can wrestle with me
and let me win.(sometimes)
who i can talk to about anything
who laughs at my jokes.(most of e times)
a boy who puts my cold hands
in his warm hoodie pockets.(check)
who lets me use his sweatshirt
for a pillow.(does he have one?)
who buys me 25 cent rings,(nah he got me s $25 ring)
and has sticky hands.(wat for?doesnt matter)
who says i love you & means it.(check)
who will kiss me in the rain,(never tried)
in the sunshine(check), and in the snow.(no snow)
whos calls unexpectedly.(sometimes)
who will have many inside jokes(check)
with me and remember each one.(check)
a boy who notices girls haircuts.(check)
who realizes that girls say things
but dont always mean them.(sometimes)
who shows up at my games,(i dun play games)
slipping in the door.(check)
who i can go swimming with
on hot days.(check)
who can tell me his problems(most of e times)
and let me help.(sometimes)
who will listen to me talk--
about the new nail polish i got.(i dun buy nail polish)
who will bring me seashells
from the beach.(he doesnt go to e beach)
who will let me beat him up
when i get angry.(check)
who writes love letters to me,
but doesnt send them.(NO)
who draws pictures and slips them
gently into my locker slot.(no locker)
who saves his genuine, big smiles for me.(check.he has e sweetest smiles)
a boy with deep eyes
that can see through faces into depths.(check)
who wears baseball hats and
lets me wear his too.(he doesnt play baseball)
who gives me his t-shirt to change into(havent tried)
and not expect to get it back
who knows my favorite color, song,
car, vegetable, perfume, and
the color of my toothbrush.(does he? never asked)
a boy who will shake my dad's hand
and look my mother in the eye.(check)
who will call me by my full name--
first, middle, and last.(check)
a boy who will kiss me and
tell me im beautiful.(check)
a boy who will let me cry to him.(check)
who will squeeze my hips just right.(check)
who surprises me and compliments
my manicure and plays with my hair.(check except for e manicure.i dun do manicure.)
who knows when i have a math testor when i fail one.(huh?)
a boy who smells like
he just stepped out of the shower.(absolutely)
who wears cologne that i can subtly
smell when im leaning on his shoulder.(he smells nice e way he is)
who tells me i have a nice laugh(dun think so)
and a smile that lights up the room
and simply be mine to hold.(check)
there you go.there's my baby for you.heehee.aint perfect.but who cares.he's mine.for me to choose(: awwws.im sweet right. (x

10:37 PM;

N {yours truly}

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.



N {ATRIBUIR}

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.

N {my dreams}

to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.

N {AMI}

`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
`` xiu qi



N {DISCOURIR}



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