darn.sick again.gonna get a real bad flu.cant breathe now.who cares.best is i get a terminal disease and die.(:

went to school today.kinda boring.okayys hold on.it was VERY BORING.maybe except for dnt.(x yeah dee you know why.anyway pe was worse.din`t do anything.we were all sitting down and slacking like nobody`s business.seriously nobody cared.not even the teacher.and then history.sleeping session rather.(: mr yusri jus sat at his computer dunno doing wat also.and den english.BEST.i put my handphone on the table and malak put her ipod on the table and we were sleeping right under his nose while he went thru the english paper answers i think.i think he has given up on us anyway.according to mr yusri alot of people retained this year.ahh.why should i care.it`s none of my business in the first place.

my birthday is coming.do i look like i bother about it?it`s just another day.no big deal.*sigh.i might celebrate i might not.depends.wat`s the use of opening a chalet and nobody goes.anyway i don`t think there`s enough time to go book one.the hol`s are coming.sure fully booked.and fuck my birthday`s on a damn weekday and i still have to go back to school for some damn enrichment.sheesh i give up.i quit studying.it sucks.

arghs.hate this world.it`s unfair.UNFAIR.boo.): once things start going well.suddenly it turns for the worst again.and the worst thing is you dun even know why.don you wish you could keep everything,everyone that you love by your side?don you wish the world just resolves around you and your other half?and no one will take him or her away from you.sigh but sad to say you cant do that.x( you jus gotta hope that they`ll stay true to you.cos it will hurt much more den anything if ur other half cheats on your feelings.

i guess that`s all for today.so long.(:

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
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