# She looks in the mirror, whipping the running mascara from her face, as she whispers I don't want to be me

# She`s sitting on a bridge staring down at the water, she`s too afraid to jump but so afraid to stay

# happy endings are just stories that arent finished...

s0 true.sigh.l0ts of things happened lately.forgot wat and when and why.but i remember one thing.my friend's a two-faced bitch.sigh why is this starting again.when i've done nothin lately.sigh.ohwells a bunch of childish freaks.you can go ask mj if i asked for his number lah k.i dun mind.i cant be bothered.

hmmm i went to e circus thingy with my cousin.it was awesome.totally.=) oh yeah before that watched "wait till ur older" with my boy.funny.but touching too.and kinda lame.=.="

# girl: why do you even like me ?!?
boy: because you're the girl i`ve been dreaming of
all my life i always knew looking back
on the tears i would laugh
but i never knew looking back
on the laughs i would cry

# You know how people say, "if you wish for something hard enough it will come true?" Well i`ve been wishing for you every night and you still aren`t here with me.

# you are every reason ...every hope and every dream
ive ever had and no matter what happens
to us in the future everyday we were together
was the greatest day of my life

# a boy and a girl stood in line for his favorite rollercoaster.
the girlshuddered in fear ;; her fear, heights.
she glanced at the boy with watery eyes and managed to say "i can`t do this."
he put his hand on her cheek and smiled."i promise you. if you fall out, i`ll go with you."

life's sad lah. =(

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


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`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
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