ALOT of things have happened recently.
within 2 days.
TWO freakin days.
got really drunk last night.
yes REAL drunk.
becos of YOU
i am afraid.
i found out alot of things.
things i should`t have known.
truths that HURT totally i think you could hear my heart shatter.
literally.
just went *PIANG.
i went on and on about it for 2 days.
bringing it up again and again.
you get pissed off.
but now you are asking me for a chance.
i have decided to give you ONE last chance.
just ONE.
and no more.
if this happens again.
NEVER will i give you this chance.
you won`t deserve it any longer.
that night when i found out the truth.
for a moment i hated you.
hatred was all there was.
WHY?
you HURT me totally.
i trusted you but you betrayed my trust.
now im putting my trust in you again.
don`t ever betray it.
forgive and forget?
nah.
i can forgive you.
i really can.
but NEVER.
i will NEVER forget what happened.
whether we last forever or not.
i will always remember what you did.
'can you continue loving me? I want to love you still.i promise i will love you whole-heartedly and won`t hurt you anymore.'
you said it.
i have proof.
so yeah you PROMISE
so keep it.
or don`t promise AT ALL.
anyway yeah.
GOD DAMMIT.
some fucker(i shall not name who) came to my house.
don`t let me go to my own toilet.
don`t let me talk on the phone quietly.
don`t let me step out of my own house.
and,luckily aaron came.
well no nice show to watch.
my parents came back.
i walked out.
went downstairs.
walked.
both of us went for a movie 'skyhigh' at tm
quarrelled at night.
cos of THAT matter that hurt so much.
but still i gave him a chance.
AARON.! take good care of that chance.
treasure it.
if it ever happens again.
NEVER will i give you another chance.
yeah guess that`s about all.
had two tiring days.
haven`t slept in how many days.
goodnites. (: