i saw a picture of this girl who has exactly the same hairstyle as me.the difference?she`s much prettier den me.don`t mind me.this is inferiority complex.this is what i have.*sigh.i envy people who are prettier den me.and i admire people who are..well..worse then me yet they have the courage to do the things they want.unfortunately i can never be like that.i have alot of wishes.my wishes are jus to be anything.but me.

don`t lie to me.i might be stupid.stupider than alot of other people.but DON LIE TO ME.i hate being lied to and then finding out the truth myself.especially from YOU.i hate people who keep me in the dark.*sigh.

anyway,watched the channel 8 just now.what has looks got to do with love?how come people go for looks first then the heart?why get a tall,dark and handsome guy with a lousy attitude.what`s the use?the relationship won`t work out anyway.*sigh.this world is full of people like that.they dunno how to look at inner beauty.

wtf.why am i talking like that.LOL.i dunno either.

FINALLY.ta-dah.my birthday is here.on the dot i type this.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. (x
lol.wuddever.happy deepavali too.
first to wish me amirul.den ruisin.den HIM.den laopo.den mingjiang.den carl.
tat`s about it.
make a wish..i wish i wish...psssst..dun tell you

bye!

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


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`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
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