Tuesday, December 27, 2005
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christmas totally sucks. people spent it with their loved ones and their friends. i spent it alone crying. sighs.
now christmas's over. that is so pathetic. the worst christmas ever. when i was in orchard alone walking on christmas eve, i saw so many of my old friends. they weren`t alone like me. they were laughing happily along with their friends having fun. yet i was walking alone in a crowded place. ALL BY MYSELF dammit.
now im home alone again. SHEESH.
10:02 AM;
Friday, December 23, 2005
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jus came back from shanghai. well at least 2 hours ago. how i wish the plane i was on had crashed. i wouldn`t be sitting here now. DAMN. what a pity don`t you think. shanghai was cold. freezing. not really fun. shopping was okay. boring tho. cos it was winter and all they sold were winter clothings. sigh. ):
hmm what should i say. things are so different after i come back. the feeling is so different. i was watching `little manhattan` on the plane just now.
`how come all love don`t last?`
good question.
let`s get back to the topic. bought loads of things over there. till we had to buy another luggage to lug everything home. the things there were CHEAP. but pirated. okay. but wells. who cares. they don`t look pirated and that`s all that matters.
my skin is totally ruined. it`s so dry over there.and i ate and ate. absolutely no limit at all. time to go on another diet. sheesh. and time to get my complexion back in place. time to go drinking. !! whee. time to go out and enjoy singapore`s hot weather again which i totally missed overseas.
christmas is coming. yay !! merry christmas to all. HO HO HO. time for presents and some santa. well. too bad there ain`t snow in singapore. or it would be just perfect.
im not in the christmas mood apparently. im not sure what kind of mood im in too. it`s like a little hot yet cold, sweet yet bitter, sour yet salty. yupp. mixed feelings.
guess that`s all for now. (:
<33
4:13 PM;
Friday, December 16, 2005
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back from eastpoint.it was boring.wasn`t exactly shopping.we were just looking for some winter clothings.im going to shanghai tomorrow.not exactly looking forward to it.just can`t wait to buy some new clothes from there.my wardrobe is getting boring.
it`s the 16th.im still waiting till e 22nd so i can see him again.3 weeks have been torture for me.sheesh.i miss him like crazy. hmm can`t wait can`t wait. as for now i shall go do some last min packing.
so goonites (:
<33
2:14 PM;
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
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she still hates me. for what reason? it has been a fuckin year. god damn it. life is freakin unfair. can`t you jus forget and forgive. it`s not as if im pushing all the blame off me right. jus fuckin forget it can`t you.
sheesh.just came back from my cousin`s house.four days away from home has been a torture.well it was fun ice skating with my cousins tho.after that had a slight fever.felt terrible.but im fine now.! (: we didn`t do really much. we jus watched some dvds and played stupid xbox games.oh yeah did i mention my two lil cousins were absolutely cute.okay i mean their laughters.making us all sleepless till 3, 4am.and yeah i remember we were playing with sparklers and a bamboo pole??!! and guess what we got.fireworks!! really.golden ones only tho.no other colours. it`s kinda cool.
have been missing this someone for a very long time.when is he gonna be back.sigh. im not sure tho.he off his bloody handphone.now i can`t contact him.oh wells.im leaving for shanghai in a few days and will be back on the 22th of december.any presents anyone?make some orders now. (:
haven been posting everyday lately.im lazy.and missing someone.
goodnites !!
<33
1:53 PM;
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
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im hungry.wah sister !! come here cook maggie mee for me.haha now i got one new sister.eh 'she' do facial one.complexion damn good.heh.and 'she' very nice to me.=P but i forgot how my sister look slike.might be going out with 'her' on thursday.
nuthin else to type.
will be back tomorrow.
going to see christchurch sec tmr. =)
6:11 PM;
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
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gonna change school.i think.at least im insisting on changing.well too bad.i still hate my school now.i dun wanna stay in that school.guess what i lost my book list.so what am i going to buy for school? nothin.yeah nothin. (:
well shall come edit later.
3:15 PM;
Monday, December 05, 2005
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finally.im back.have been eating ALOT the past few days.time to go on a diet again.yes AGAIN.gotta control what i eat.(sorry for being so obssessed with being slim,isn`t that what all girls want?)
he`s still in new york.or rather he has only been there for like say 5 days? and it`s like torture to me.5 days since i`ve heard his voice.and he`s gonna be there for 3weeks.sheesh.got to control myself.hahhs.
guess that`s all for now.gonna go take a bath.maybe i`ll update again later.
12:47 PM;