yeah life is so great.
i think.
haha.
wait a min.
wouldn`t life be great if you haven`t been to school the day the new term started?
(x
yeah that`s me.
haven`t been to school at all.


found the guy
but im still waiting too.
his name is? ______
shan`t say it out.


gonna change school soon.
if not i shall jush find a damn job first.
haha.


gonna go to jy`s house to stay again tonight
wonder when will be the next time i`ll update again
thanks for tagging people !!
i promise i will reply. (x

it`s kinda wierd how things happen in jush a matter of days
worse still, bad things
i dunno how to explain things
especially when they are way way complicating


ever tried smoking?
it makes you high, serious. =X
should try it someday
school holidays are FUN i guess
haven been home for 5days that`s why its fun right -.-
yawn
din sleep the whole night
was dead drunk lah
quite fun
and i think i embarrassed myself lah seriously =/
well yeah later going to find them again
gtg

sheesh

bodyguard?

and to think you said you`re sorry you can`t be my bodyguard.

and now?

aren`t you supposed to stay here and protect me.

yet ur gone and leaving me here all alone.

right.

go on.

one by one you will all jush walk away

and leave me in the darkness.

it`s okay

i shall walk out of all your lifes too one by one

i doubt anyone will notice anyway (:

i hate my life

jush when i think everything was gonna get better

it jush has to get worse

laughs

what a joke

i dun even know if im supposed to cry or laugh.

today`s level meeting for the sec fours

i think miss seah said my name`s gonna be mentioned

good or bad i dunno

and i can`t be bothered

i jush wish i`d get suspended or something

sigh

im not gonna make it for olevels anyway

the holidays are coming

i have no plans unlike you

i guess i never had (:

every night i have to try so hard jush to cheer myself up

so i can sleep without tears flowing out of my eyes

i guess my pillow was soaked in tears last night

)x

had a sip too many i guess

back to post after a long day
feeling kinda hungry now
didn`t take my dinner today
my tummy`s growling


supposed to pass up my dnt by today
but i didn`t complete it
in fact i only started on it in school
feel so bad lahh
anyway can`t be bothered
today was such a tiring day
i was falling asleep during most of the lessons
seating arrangement in class has changed
absolutely love it i dunno why


utterly boring now
still hungry
well shall post some other time
<33

jush realised i haven cried for quite some time
haven got that feeling for some time
jush recalled how much i hate it
yet the feeling,the depression..
it`s all coming back now


van`s gonna pierce her naval tmr
wondering if i should pierce it too
was afraid of the pain at first
but at the state im in now
i doubt it`ll hurt much
sigh )x


i wanna treat him nice
i wanna forget the past
i wanna start things all over again
who wouldn`t
who would want to dwell in the past
the past that hurts so bad
i jush cant forget it
thats all


school sucks
so boring
guess what
i got lowest in standard for the dnt test
6/30
at least jia heng got 7
got a companion
only 3 passed
oh wells the test was all about physics
how do you expect me to pass it
no way


yawn anyway nuthin else to type
gtg sleep

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


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`` heart of God church
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`` justin
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