Saturday, April 29, 2006
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happy 17th birthday ivan. (x
darn. cant`t they ever just SHUT UP. this house is like a war zone. damn parents. never had a day of peace with them around. wish they would just get knocked down by a damn car la. dammit. damn noisy. im so going crazy soon. everything i do also my friends my friends my friends. why not them. like wtf. they are so self-centered. one more time from them i`ll just walk out the house.
okay. so i skipped school today. like so what. darn. stupid brother just came in and said 'why you lidat'. he`s so lucky he walked out as soon as he came in. if not he`d die.
found a part time job. starting work tomorrow. shit. i hate working. if it`s not becos my parents aint giving me extra money i wouldnt wanna work at all. sheesh. wasting my time and strength.
he`s my life. he never fails to cheer me up when im angry or sad. he puts a smile on my face. he lightens up my heart. he brightens up my day. (x
Can this be true?Tell me can this be real?
How can I put into words what I feel?
My life was complete,I thought I was whole.
Why do I feel like I'm losing control?
Never thought that love could feel like this.
And you changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me.
There's an angel.
It's a miracle.
In all of creation.
All things great and small.
You are the one that surpasses them all.
More precious than any diamond or pearl.
They broke the mold when you came in this world.
And I'm trying hard to figure out,
Just how I ever did without,
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That's deep inside
It leaves me purified.
Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent
A little more time on you.
ps. i love the times we spend together. i love the things we do together. i love the memories we create together. i`ll never ever forget you. ((:
2:18 PM;
Thursday, April 27, 2006
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i`ve got a wonderful boyfriend.
RIGHT? ((:
although he`s a piece of lard that keeps suanning me.
i still love him.
watched the sunrise with him.
we spent the whole night at the beach.
and i wasn`t bored at all.
heh. xD
he never fails to make me laugh.
even when im angry or sad.
and wth his words can touch me till i cry.
i should have known him earlier. (x
school`s okay.
i still love it.
although there are tests like almost week.
hahs.
haven been doing much lately.
just going to school and spending time with him.
what can i say.
i dont mind seeing him everyday.
i doubt i`ll ever get sick of him. (:
ps. thanks dear for coming into my life and making it just so wonderful for me.iloveyou i really do.
4:44 PM;
Friday, April 14, 2006
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back to post. (x
no school tommorow.
sigh.
hahs im addicted to school.
din do much today.
in fact was released like half an hour earlier la.
darn cool.
din do much la today.
oh yes yes.
free delivery of dinner from weisheng again.
thankyou lots ! (:
going out tomorrow.
yawn.
shall go sleep soon.
bye. (:
3:53 PM;
Thursday, April 13, 2006
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darn.
damn blogger.
i thought i blogged yesterday.
but fine it`s gone now.
ohwells.
hmmm life`s going on well. (x
life rocks in a private school.
and im loving it so much. ((:
4hrs of break, imagine that !!
wooohooo.
poa is fun tho tough ((:
today`s dinner is exceptionally nice.
roti prata. =x
brought by weisheng all the way from jalan kayu.
awww.ain`t he just nice? (x
this guy never fails to cheer me up.
really. xD
school starts at 0130pm tmr!
yay ! (x
2:27 PM;
Monday, April 10, 2006
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recently you came into my life.
shrugs.
although i dunno you that long.
but somehow you`ve brought happiness into my life.
you treat me how i deserve to be treated.
you make me smile.
you really do. (x
thank you for everything.
i dunno if i`ve fallen for him.
ohwells.
life has been great these few days. (:
yesterday was my mother`s birthday.
after that we went out.
not my mother and i of cos.
US. (a secret.shhh.)
yeah.
shit there`s school tmr.
can`t believe im going to school after 3 weeks of skipping school.
is that how you phrase it?
oh wells im going to a private school.
so i guess it`s okay. (:
7:00 AM;
Monday, April 03, 2006
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Just because you love him more than you love yourself, doesnt mean you should hold on. It's killing you, I can see it in your eyes, and hear it in your voice - calm and steady. But inside, you're screaming so loud, my ears are shattering.
here i am.back to update.sigh.life sucks.oh wells.going for an entry test tmr.
i have nuthin to type.
yawn.
come back another time.
2:14 PM;
Sunday, April 02, 2006
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i change my mind.
life`s not so great after all.
_____`s gone.
i guess i said the wrong thing that night.
that changed everything that was going smoothly.
shrugs.i guess that`s fate for you.
found a private school.
going for an entry test on monday.
two and a half hours english and maths.
yawn.
i wonder if i actually do remember how to do a thing.
tomorrow`s my cousin`s pearlene`s birthday.
got a dinner at my aunt`s house.
have no choice but to go.
have been sleeping real late these few days.
like 3 4 am and waking up late in the afternoons.
anyway yeah i shall update again soon.
if im not lazy to.
(:
ps.im thankful to jy for being there. (:
5:03 PM;