happy 17th birthday ivan. (x
darn. cant`t they ever just SHUT UP. this house is like a war zone. damn parents. never had a day of peace with them around. wish they would just get knocked down by a damn car la. dammit. damn noisy. im so going crazy soon. everything i do also my friends my friends my friends. why not them. like wtf. they are so self-centered. one more time from them i`ll just walk out the house.
okay. so i skipped school today. like so what. darn. stupid brother just came in and said 'why you lidat'. he`s so lucky he walked out as soon as he came in. if not he`d die.
found a part time job. starting work tomorrow. shit. i hate working. if it`s not becos my parents aint giving me extra money i wouldnt wanna work at all. sheesh. wasting my time and strength.
he`s my life. he never fails to cheer me up when im angry or sad. he puts a smile on my face. he lightens up my heart. he brightens up my day. (x
Can this be true?Tell me can this be real?
How can I put into words what I feel?
My life was complete,I thought I was whole.
Why do I feel like I'm losing control?
Never thought that love could feel like this.
And you changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me.
There's an angel.
It's a miracle.
In all of creation.
All things great and small.
You are the one that surpasses them all.
More precious than any diamond or pearl.
They broke the mold when you came in this world.
And I'm trying hard to figure out,
Just how I ever did without,
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That's deep inside
It leaves me purified.
Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent
A little more time on you.
ps. i love the times we spend together. i love the things we do together. i love the memories we create together. i`ll never ever forget you. ((: