Wednesday, May 31, 2006
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done bathing.
feel so so much better now.
my right eye is still twitching
non stop.
why.
isit bad luck?
uhm.
could be.
going back to tk tmr.
99.9% going back.
kept saying i would go back
but haven went yet.
hahs.
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IM PMSING.
so stfu and GO AWAY.
rawr.!
im so pissed off.
with what?
i dunno either.
:c
i wanna cry.
CRY MY HEART OUT.
like wtf for.
sheesh.
enough is enough.
im going crazy.
my head is spinning.
die tania die.
im sick and tired.
SICK AND TIRED.
urgh.
die tania.
okay.
done.
stopped being a bitch
for the time being.
i haven bathe.
i feel fucked up.
i AM fucked up.
i aint happy.
i wanna jump off this
building NOW.
im confused.
im fuckin confused.
im coughing like mad.
im gonna die soon.
:c
im not happy with my life.
my life isn`t happy with me either.
wtf.
im gonna bathe.
might update later.
and wth is my right eye twitching.
5:41 PM;
Sunday, May 28, 2006
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i had a fcukin bad dream
last night.
it wasn`t exactly a nightmare.
it was just...
alright let`s put it this way.
i was so so afraid that this
particular scene might happen.
and it happened..
in my dream.
so i cried in my sleep.
and i didnt sleep well. :c
damn.
gtg to work.
3:56 AM;
Friday, May 26, 2006
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im not thinkin straight.
i cant i cant i cant.
i cant smile.
or at least my heart cant.
CHEER UP TANIA.
:c
i dun have a good feeling
about this.
im willing to wait.
no matter how long it takes.
im willing to change.
no matter how difficult it is.
for you.
but will you be patient?
im so scared.
so scared history will repeat
itself.
but im willing to trust you.
so school has been okay for
the past week.
i have taken 5 papers or 6?
i dunno.
around there.
wasn`t any difficult tho.
except for the darn physics paper.
okay so i finished it in 25mins.
and left the room.
or rather i guessed the answers.
ohwells.
face it i hate physics.
and im so gonna flunk it.
fullstop.
it`s over.
tmr`s maths paper 2.
math`s easy.
and the paper`s at 2 in the
afternoon.
2-4.
how stupid. -.-
going to school for just that
time to take a paper.
gotta go study.
and stop thinking of stuff.
:c
goodnight.
2:35 PM;
Sunday, May 21, 2006
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it`s 0201am and im not sleeping.
i have to work tmr.
darn.
went to work today half dead.
like imagine only sleeping for an
hour in 2days before going to
work and you have to stand for
7 hours.
and worse still im suffering from
a bad flu.
and im losing my voice.
so how the hell am i supposed to
do sales tmr?
this sucks.
:c
so i ate kfc for all my meals today.
lunch dinner and supper.
try mixing whipped potato with
coleslaw and chilli.
totally rocks. xD
one week of study week is over.
but i din get to study much.
was sick almost the whole week.
like wth.
sleeping the whole day.
that`s worse den a pig.
exams officially start on monday.
chinese to start it off.
darn i hate writing chinese compos.
need to get help for poa.
or im gonna flunk it real bad.
rawr !
im coughing like mad now.
i dun like it. :c
my throat hurts.
yes im yawning now.
im sleepy. :o
goodnights.
5:16 PM;
Saturday, May 13, 2006
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DANG.
STOP ASKING ME SUCH
QUESTIONS.
)x
okay i din do much today.
and im hungry now. :c
there`s a buffet at my house
tmr. (:
i wanna go swimming.
it`s been a long time since i
went swimming.
time to get a tann.
time to have fun tmr.
bye !
3:55 PM;
Friday, May 12, 2006
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sigh i can`t sleep.
okay so wth was that feeling for?
sheesh.
it`s time to get that feeling off ur
chest tania.
it takes your sleep away.
makes you feel down.
and makes you think.
ALOT. :c
im losing my trust in everybody.
im sorry.
i dun mean it tho.
you know i dun.
i just can`t help it.
im sorry.
so school was okay today.
3 hours only but still boring.
got 25/28 for my maths mock test. :D
lol im amazed myself.
school ended and i went home
straight.
what a good girl.
you wish.
went to white sands with daddy
and my brother.
was looking for a mother`s day present.
bought some necklace pendant. xD
daddy paid for it tho.
hahs.
ate macdonalds for dinner.
saw lotsa mjc people there.
xiuqi pearlene gary and howee
were there too.
din do much.
bought a skirt and a pair of slippers.
gtg bai my grandfather and great
grandmother tmr.
gotta wake up early yet i can`t get
to sleep.
he`s sleeping. ):
im tired.
probably sleeping soon.
bye.
5:58 PM;
Sunday, May 07, 2006
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damn.
working life is so boring.
especially when i only managed
to sell 2 sets of telephone in 7 hours.
sheesh.
alright work was okay today.
though it was utterly boring.
there weren`t alot of customers.
so there wasn`t much to do.
jasmine came halfway just to
deliver macdonald for me to eat.
hah so sweet of her. (x
so managed to get some time of to slack.
finally work was over.
took a bus home.
what a tired day.
ohwells din get to see him today.
i miss him so. :c
but i`ll see him tmr. xD
talking to him online.
will post again sometime soon. (:
ps. the love you gave me will always remain in my heart. (:
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edit. 0146am
it`s scary when he shouts.
sometimes i dunno when he`s jokin
and when he`s not. :c
goodnights.
3:50 PM;
Friday, May 05, 2006
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wtf.
the darn laptop just restarted
on its own.
rawr!
haven posted in awhile.
my com is down
:c
haven done much lately.
he came to stay again yesterday.
luckily my mother din talk much
unlike the other day. (:
din really do anything.
watched tv.
just love spending time with him.
went to bed quite early.
wasnt used to it.
so i think i made a fool out of
myself in the room.
or rather he was torturing me.
i hate it when he says those stuff.
the tears just flow down for no reason.
:c
left home today at 12.
took a bus to simei then to bugis.
we walked for awhile.
and then wen to eat long john.
was still quite early so we went somewhere
nearby to play pool.
okay i lost 1 outta 4 matches.
what a loser.
the weekends` coming.
but i gotta work.
sheesh.
ps. thanks for spending time with me all the time.my heart has only place for one.and thats you. <33
2:42 PM;
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
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back to post. yesterday was my second day of work. managed to sell 9 sets of my company`s telephone. at least i get some commission huh. 7 hours of standing is no easy job. hah. sucks. totally boring.
anyway. after that he came to find me. i din even realise he walked into the shop la. acted like he din noe me. didn even bother to say hi. -.- after that we went to hougang plaza to look for a place to play pool but there was no space. so we went back to tampines to try our luck. too many people i guess. so we went ahead with dinner at bk. we went back at 11 and when my mother saw him. darn there she went again. she talked to him for almost an hour la. i just waited in my room.
so i guess my mother was tired after talking so much rubbish. din do much after that. went to bathe. and got to bed with him. dun think too much. he slept on the floor. well.....although i dunno why i woke up on the floor with him too. (x
ohwells.we got up at 6 cos he had to go to be at bedok like at 7 or sumthin lidat.i got back to bed immediately after he went off.it seemed like mins when he called me at around 10. and he woke me up from my beauty sleep just to tell me he`s on the way back.and when he came back. my chance of sleeping became zero. i couldnt even get 5 more mins of sleep. no choice. got up. bathe and went with my family for a buffet lunch at tampines safra. yes he went along. (: we ate like we haven ate for days.
worse still after lunch we went back home to sleep again. like wth. im bound to grow fat like that. we slept till 530 and got out of the house. daddy sent him to bugis mrt. (x and den we went for some dinner again. at the indoor stadium.
nothing much after that. went home. took a bath and talking to him online now. yupp.
dun feel like blogging anymore.
there`s school tommorow.
bye. =]
ps. im loving you more and more each day. (:
3:07 PM;