okay. im like supposed to go bathe and sleep now cos i haven an interview tmr at 12.but after i read this stupid shit from somewhere im pissed now.people don know how i feel and they are acting like they are.and that makes it worst.a few more days?to what?to smoke?HAH.no it isn easy.and i didn buy them for myself for your info.why?afraid i`d get caught and involve the rest?don worry im not that evil to do that.im degrading myself?no joke.yeah i sure do when im with a certain group of people.but its a funny thing i don feel that way when im with my friends.you don know the reason why i degrade myself when im with yall i guess.i bet you don even bother to find out.and yeah by the way no one will be so stupid to do injustice to themselves.nothing on earth is depressing.well at least its a common thing for teenagers to get depressed once in awhile.maybe majority of them aren`t like you.good family good results rich and whatsoever.im unlike you.the goody goody person eh.not as if i care about that.but for your info dun think i dun wanna be like you.but you dun know what has gone thru in my family so don pretend like you know.no one owes me anything.i know that. im not that dumb.im not going around asking people for sympathy.ask yourself who has been the one who has always been bullied since young.small or big.and don talk to me about Him.ask yourself if Him really exist.i don have anything against that religion but don force me to criticise it.it`s corrupted.and DON BE LIKE MY MUM who blames everyone i mix around with. (who knows who) *rolls eyes* period.

and yes one last thing.

NO OUTSIDER HAS THE DAMN RIGHT TO ASK ME TO SHUT UP.(don get what i say?just come ask me straight.i`ll tell you right in ur face.dammit.)

sorry peeps.it`s just a damn msg for a certain person.

tata.

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
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