I HATE YOU BITCH.

okay.
lalala.
im home again.
zzZ.
met jy jus now at tamp.
cos i was bored at home.
and since tm is so nearby.
i jus decided to pop by.

anyway he was at yishun.
no bishan.
no i dunno.
somewhere there.
-__-
so yeah anyway.
met her at starbucks.
she was with her friend.
so just sat there talk lor.
den smoked.
yah indo ciggs.
-__-
zzZ.
broke liao what.
whut to do?

den just sit there smoke.
bla.
nuthin else.
den left at 8.
bus-d home.
he came and find me.
den talked..
cried.
ahya.
dun talk bout it.
he`s right.
i shouldnt care bout those ppl.
(:

and ya im hungry.
forgot to say i only ate a hash
brown the whole day today.
-__-
cos i want to be skinny.
AND.
im saving money.
(:
im a good girl now i swear.

and bitch i don care what you
think about me.
whether its about the past or
whatever.
i dun really give a damn.
so insult and say whatever you
want.
to ur bf, urself or ur friends.
ive decided to leave you out
of my life.
forever.
and i swear that final.
(:

sch`s starting at 3 tmr.
hmm..i can wake up late tmr.
^^
and that`s good.
i can have more sweet dreams.
and ya i better remember to
pay the lab fee.
=X
forgot since last week.
my memory`s getting from bad
to worse.

IM HUNGRY.
sheesh.
-__-
but i cant eat !!
mus jian fei.

okay i gtg now.
tata.

how does your heart feel when
you`re in love?
does it beat faster?
and faster and faster?
and you always wish to see that
person?

aha crap.
lalala.
im utterly bored.
zzZ.
at home..
nuthin to do.
with lotsa things in my mind.
ohwells.
stop thinking.
or i`ll grow white hair.
-___-

bye.
im not in a good mood now.

how am i supposed to start this? im thinking.life`s been boring these few days. -_- when is school starting?yah its starting on monday i know that. (: but i miss school.oh wells.should i drop chinese and take english literature?yeah you know about the peer pressure thingy.yah.but no its not like that.it`s just something like that.okay.what the hell am i talking about.i guess this is the result of pure boredom.valentines day is coming.but he told me not to get a present for him.he said the money for his bike licence is good enough.oh wells.but nvm. (: we shall see! :D i wanna go overseas for a holiday.maybe paris or london would be good.who wanna bring me?hee.i`ll love you to death.zzZ.


wake up from ur dream tania.it`ll never happen.well at least not in the near future.


i guess i gotta go soon.
(:
i feel like bathing.
^^
tata!

boring boring boring!
there`s only one freakin com
at hubby`s house.
zzZ.


and he`s playing maple.
ohwells.
talking on msn now.
its been a long time eh.


school`s started.
missed it lots.
been having fun.
but 1st week of school den got
3days off already.
ohwells.
missed the people there.
and luckily there`s no change in
classes for us.


i cant blog in peace.
omg so many ppl talking to me
in msn.
sheesh.


the tv shows are boring.
and ciggies are running out.
o.O
and do you believe it hubby`s
quit smoking?
omg.


talking to jia online.
kinda miss her.
we shall go out together again.
she` gg overseas.
i want too.


alrights i gtg
shall post again soon.

maple is still under maintanence.
hubby is still asleep.
and i am here posting.


school started on monday.
went for some orientation.
which was quite unnecessary.
no school yest and today.
(:
but there`s school tmr from 1-3.
just to get timetable.
zzZ.


so stayed over hubby`s house.
i think he just slept at 9 in
the morning cos he played com
for like 24hours.
-.-
crazy shit.


im hungry.
should i wake him up?
hmmm.


anyway there`s nothin much.
so tata. !

im in a terribly bad mood now.why the fuck does this always happen?when someone tries to make my life better, my parent always have to ruin it. And the whole cycle happens again. Oh gosh. How sad. Now there`s tons of things going thru my mind. How will be school like this year? Will i pass my olevels. When am i going to be richer? Why are people(even my parents) such hypocrites? More that i can`t mention. zzZ i dunno. There`s always ups and downs in a person`s life. And i guss there`s 99% downs for me. Life was getting better till THEY had to ruin for me. Well what luck.

it`s been ages since i`ve posted eh?
10 days.
thats kinda long.


well we all know shit do happen.
i`ve been enjoying these 10 days alot.
on the other hand.
like i said shit do happen.
and indeed shit did happen.


anyway on the 12th.
it was our 1st month.
(:
of cos i wished him first.
im always the first to do anything eh?
a ring was what i got from him.
overjoyed was i.
it didn`t matter how much it cost.
nor the material of it.
i just loved it.


but he din have to lie.
i know it`s a tweeny weeeny lie.
`who cares` you might say.
but im sorry it matters alot to me.


so anyway.
i`ve been working.
been a really good girl yupp.
(x
didn skip work.
and im not planning to.


school`s starting soon this coming
monday.
O.o
i dun wanna go to school.
yea i do kinda miss it but im
worried about some stuffs on the other hand.


i knew it.
my life will never go smoothly.
i feel like smoking now i swear.
:c

ah i haven posted in a long long time.

have been busy.

and lazy at the same time.

mapling now.

zzz.

yeah i know its dumb.

but who cares i like it.

dar`s over now and we`re playing

together.

cos he bought his com over.

O.o

going to east coast with jaja and boy tmr.

BROKE.

sch`s starting soon.

:c

yucks.

sigh olevels.

what shit.

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


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`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
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