Monday, February 26, 2007
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ah i haven blogged in awhile.
(:
well im back.
nth much to talk about either.
went out with ja and boy today.
went down to causeway pt to
find them.
wait like 40mins la!
grrr.
so anyway.
went to eat long john den walked
around.
smoked.
was kinda boring.
so we went to rent a dvd the
`dollmaster` and went to boy`s
house to watch.
it was raining quite heavily so
boy`s bro and sis bring umbrella
down for all of us.
omg.
his brother pri 3 is like SO SMALL
LA.
omfg.
so damn cute.
okay so we watched the show.
kinda scary.
-_-
den after that we went back to
aausway pt to get my $10 deposit.
=x
company ja eat mac den walked around
again.
den i left for home.
-_-
boring day.
boring life.
so now im waiting for hubby to
come over.
he`ll be here soon.
(:
and that makes me happy.
oh man the pain is coming back.
tatas den!
goodnights.
5:01 PM;
Thursday, February 22, 2007
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OH PEOPLE.
this is so true.
scorpios are
Determined and forceful
Emotional and intuitive
Powerful and passionate
Exciting and magnetic
On the dark side....
Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate
got this from someone`s blog.
i never used to believe such things
becos i thought they were shit.
but after reading this i realised
it is so damn true.
(:
so anyway.
im at hubby`s house now.
yes AGAIN.
staying over again.
(:
played blackjack at hubby`s hse
last night with his family.
we won 100 over !!
^^
yay.
and he`s starting his full-time
job as of today.
so we gonna have more money.
he should be back around 12plus ba
later.
1:48 PM;
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
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im home!.
-_-
jus put down the phone with him.
he say he go play maple.
SIAN.
no one to talk to.
didnt see hubby for the whole
day today.
felt kinda wierd.
okay so this morning i came
home at 1pm.
got ready.
went down to charm`s hse
for some lunch thingy.
stayed there for quite a long time.
so fell asleep again.
left around 4plus.
went down to jia`s house.
for some dinner thingy.
HAD FONDUE.
wtf.
sure fat one la.
watched dvd there.
almost fell asleep again.
and YES.
i hadnt smoked for the whole
day and i was going crazy.
what`s worse.
it was 10 when we left and
we still went to weiyang`s house.
watched that little tyrant play
maple and warcraft.
BORING.
den left around 1115.
reached home den i told all
of them to go up first.
finally like i had my first
cig of the day.
-faints.
den went up.
and talked to hubby for jus
a lil while.
>:c
den he go play his maple le.
HMMPFF.
okay i shall go try smoke.
=X
tatas for now.!
(:
5:12 PM;
Monday, February 19, 2007
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im at hubby`s house now.
:D
sorta jus came back from
partyworld.
had steamboat at home.
nice.
got lots of angbao today.
^^
lots of money.
gna collect more tmr!
went visiting today.
ate lots.
sure fat.
=X
den went home.
den when hubby finished work
around 11 he called and asked if
i wanted to go partyworld.
so met him at loyang point.
went to sing.
-_-
like shit man.
haa.
den now we`re back home.
gna drink with hubby later.
post again soon.
tatas!
(:
to jiajia : sorry i wasn`t there for dinner. =X will bring hubby to see you soon. ^^ see you tmr. or rather, later. (:
7:24 PM;
Saturday, February 17, 2007
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cny is coming.
yes money money.
>(:
at hubby`s house now.
i know im not supposed to
be here but its meant as
a surprise.
but guess whut.
i got a bigger surprise.
sigh.
shall not say anything.
>:c
hubby`s working.
im online talking to...
cant count.
too many.
there`s a dinner at hme tmr.
but hubby`s side got reunion
also.
HOW.
go which one.?
-__-
die.
cant make up my mind yet.
die.
now cny period.
go visiting.
sure grow fat.
maybe i should get a sorethroat
like brig too.
den i cant eat.
im listening to 'i wont be home
for christmas' now.
AHHH.
ilovethat song.
sheesh.
feel like smoking now.
marlboro menthol light.
SUCKS.
(:
k im crying.
zzz.
bye.
4:17 PM;
Friday, February 16, 2007
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at hubby`s house now.
woke up at 2.
=X
so as usual din go to school.
yesterday was valentines.
but hubby had to work till ten.
:c
waited for him at raffles mrt.
but he only finished at 1030.
like wth?
i looked like an idiot.
o wells.
walked to hubby`s workplace.
and part of the balloon burst.
OMG.
so damn embarrassing.
but who cares.
den hubby and i went to a bar.
went drinking.
and sang like idiots.
-_-
den jashawn said he was in
boat quay too.
so i called him.
den met him but he din
wna drink.
he said he wanted to go dancing.
so talk-d abit den he went off
with his friend.
played pool.
and i lost TWO ROUNDS STRAIGHT.
=X
you cant blame me.
the 2nd time i played i was drunk.
and i think people could tell.
and wtf?
the girl waitress was flirting
with hubby.
WTF.
cant be bothered.
i go smoke first.
tata!
8:52 AM;
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
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it`s gna be valentine`s day
in jus an hr and more!!
(:
well well.
i folded 99 hearts for hubby.
zzz.
-_-
yeah i know you might think
it`s stupid.
but i gave him something
even better.
something that hubby has
always wanted.
but thats a secret between
the both of us.
=X
so yeah.
i have been at hubby`s house
since 8.
waiting for him to finish work
and get back home.
which should be soon i guess.
wanted to fetch him but he said
it was alright.
alrights.
i have nuthin much to type.
so tata!
2:42 PM;
Saturday, February 10, 2007
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i`ve been at hubby`s house since 6plus.
and yes im still here.
playing maple.
playing o2.
watching tv.
smoking the time away.
so anyway yeah.
hubby`s working.
(:
and he should be finishing soon.
so im staying over tonight!!
yay.
anyway.
had a talk with hubby yest night.
=X
serious talk.
sigh.
anyway survivor`s on now.
going to watch it.
so tata for now!
(:
3:38 PM;
Friday, February 09, 2007
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im down on my mood.
>):
cos of certain things i
think i shall not mention.
and worse still im having
a damn bad headache now.
oh man.
im hungry now.
-.-
din really eat today.
spent money on drinks only.
so yes i was a good girl today.
cos i went to school.
>(:
lesson was supposed to start
at 130 but i went at 1.
cos i had to take a maths test
i missed.
AND JAJA SKIPPED IT AGAIN.
sheesh.
ANGRY.
so yeah.
saw rachel at 6floor.
den called ms jasmine and she
forgot i was supposed to take a
test.
-.-
so anyway took the test.
and rach waited for me.
den i skipped POA at 130.
=X
thinking of dropping it
anyway.
so yeah den train-d to
amk cos she wanted to
take her pay.
but since the guy wasnt there
yet we waited quite long.
bought drinks and ate sushi.
finally at like 3 den the guy came
and maths was at 3!
so took the pay.
den we cab-d back to sch.
reached at 328.
phew.
rach said the first half hour
was not counted as late.
couldnt really keep up for
maths cos we were late.
gosh.
i ought to buck up.
shouldnt let certain things
affect me.
den ya after maths was chinese.
went for a smoke.
walk-d to seveneleven with
mich rach and yf.
den walked back.
as usual.
late for class again.
whut did we do?
ohya.
you noe xi zi.
and zao ju.
o.O
like so primary school.
but nvm at least i din
have to use my brains that much.
so yeah anyway.
school ended at 6.
walked to cityhall with
the same people again.
den separated.
to jaja : i dunno if you are reading this or not.i really wish you would start to come to school regularly.c`mon we promised to do well for olevels together.PLS LA.start coming and don stop!iloveyou always.
1:28 PM;
Thursday, February 08, 2007
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din go to sch yest.
BUT
tania was a good girl today
so she went to sch today.
:D
met jaja and boy at sch dwnstairs.
reached around 940.
=X
den smoke-d.
den she had to shit.
-__-
so we went up.
and in the end we went for
chem like half hr late.
and ms selena said she
missed us!
yay!
after chem.
went for smoking break
as usual.
den went for eng.
man the classroom rocks.
all sofa.
almost fell asleep.
but ms clara made us debate.
zzZ.
like should spore ban the
selling of cigarettes.
jaja and i joined the grp
which like had to say yes.
so we were practically gg
against ourselves.
zzZ.
den it was lunch.
went to the coffeeshop to
eat with ja rach an mich.
ate darn little.
cos im on a diet.
and CNY is coming!
so i must eat less now so
i can eat more later.
xD
okay so like went back to
sch for maths at 130.
e whole class had to take a
test but me and ja din have
to cos we kinda missed lessons.
=X
but we gta take it tmr instead.
darn i gta buy ciggies again.
so today i ended at 3.
tot it was 430.
but anyway at 3 hubby
was dwnstairs waiting for
me already.
talked abit.
den ate at coffee express.
wanted to walk to suntec but
i dunno why we ended up at bugis.
so walked around.
saw some really pretty clothes.
ugh.
make me feel like spending money.
but i din cos im broke.
=X
im hungry!
so i go cook maggie first.
brb.
update
eating now.
yum yum.
k i added too much water.
no taste.
and im talking to hubby.
and he`s mapling.
zzZ.
k i wna go liao.
tata!
3:21 PM;
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
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man.
i jus read a friend`s blog.
like she`s in US with her boyfriend.
and they are studying there
together and living together.
AND YES.
they are only 19.
im so envious.
i wanna go overseas luhh.
maybe partly cos i just cant
leave certain things out my mind
here.
and i hate singapore.
so i just wanna escape from this
and run away somewhere.
if only i can go overseas with
hubby and never come back.
man.
that would be the best i could
ever have.
so anyway jus now i went to find
hubby.
den he cycled us to 444 to have
dinner.
had chicken rice.
smoke-d.
den he cycled us to pasir ris park.
to red hse.
=X
den to a chalet.
and i saw like this mother cat
and 4kittens.
1 was dead luhh!!
it was so sad.
i wanted to bring it home.
aha.
but anyway we went off.
den off to his mummy`s house.
sort out some letters.
den left for home.
took my bag.
den he cycle-d me home.
smoke-d again dwnstairs
den went up.
looked at the classifed with hubby.
going for another interview again
tmr he said.
zzZ.
dunno if he`ll get it anyway.
alrights i better go bathe.
den sleep.
tata!
5:55 PM;
Sunday, February 04, 2007
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im really sick and tired of this
life.
yes of my parents and how
they think.
no its not that im not grateful
to them.
its just the way they think.
no matter whut i say and
how i explain they always want
things to go their way.
sigh.
and worse still they ALWAYS
think that i have a problem when
i do things.
ugh.
i have no problem man.
the problem lies with them.
sheesh.
i will go to school everyday from
now on!!!
i dun give a fuck anymore how
people wanna treat me k!!
i DUN CARE.
i have jaja.
and him.
man.
talking to hubby on the line.
he`s having a tummy ache.
zzZ
must have ate sumthin wrong.
what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything
and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go
and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and
these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right
i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like
to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy
i never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, please don't leave me
i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like
to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy you're not making this easy...
(easy, easy, easy...)
take my hand and never let me go,
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me... you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
make this last forever
i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like
to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
so fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you
ahh.
my favourite song.
xD
i love it.
it`s 2plus in the morning.
there`s school tmr at 11.
nono actually im not sure.
but im meeting jaja at school.
and hubby is fetching me to school
tmr.
zzZ.
im not planning to sleep.
alalala.
okay im not planning to sleep.
-___-
i shall stop now.
tata!
6:48 PM;