{SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.}

Saturday, March 31, 2007

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whut am i doing here at this time of the day.
i haven been for my lesson for 3 days.
but seriously my chest is still aching.
i can`t breathe properly.
you dun expect me to groom a dog like that right?

so anyway.
yest(thurs) was both hubby and my off day.
so we woke up at 12plus.
played the com for a little while and den we
decided to pack the whole room.
i hate packing totally but i knew this was coming.
so we shifted everything out, vacuum and mop
the floor and arranged all the furniture in a
totally different manner.
by the time we finished it was 7.
i was dead tired.

den we walked to 444 to have dinner.
had chicken rice.
den we bus-d to pasir ris and train-d to orchard.
we walked around taka.
deciding whut to buy.
wanted to buy clothes but i ended up buying the
huge bugs bunny soft toy.
=.=
i had to carry it around and we walked to ps!
omg so people were like staring luh.
totally embarassing.

den around 10plus we train-d back.
had macdonalds for supper.
sure grow fat.
reached home den played maple den played audition.
had fun luh.

anyway im sleepy i go sleep again.
yawn.
my stomach`s growling.
:c

2:20 AM;

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

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i din go for lesson today.
cos my shoulder totally hurts.
:c
it wasn`t that bad yesterday
but when i woke up today it
got worse.
so i kinda slept at home.

hubby was late for work.
he was supposed to reach at 1030
but he woke up at 1017.
so i think he cabb-d to work.

started off the day by playing maple.
how stupid.
and i died and lost 10% of my exp.
den i slacked around and talked to hubby
for a little while till 2plus.
den i fell asleep and woke up around
5 plus.
continued mapling and watching tv.

and NO i haven eaten the whole day.
:c
im watching the arena now.
and dun you agree khan is darn cute?
but too bad he`s only 16.
wahaha.
=x
i hope uwc will win today.
>(:

im hungry and im craving for tenderloin again.>:c
i feel like eating half boiled eggs.
but his dad is outside.
so i paisae dun dare go out.

anyway i`ll be back soon.
lazy to post.
(:

iloveyou kelvinang. <33

11:45 AM;

Monday, March 26, 2007

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on my right is a pckt of chocolate biscuits.
on my left is a 1.5L bottle of sprite.
no vounbt im gna gain weight even if i
skip meals.
RAWR.

okay so after 3 days of confusion i can
say that everything`s more or less settled
down.
so thats why i can be back here posting.
i will just take things one at a time and
just treasure every moment.
(:

so anyway i cant remember much about
whut happened the past few days.
so i shall just talk about yest and today.

24march07
din go for lesson today.
cos i decided i needed another break.
i was really tired out.
i needed to stay out of that room that
smells of dog.
so i sent hubby to pasir ris mrt at around
1plus.
after he went off to work i bus-d back home.
yes my own home.
din really do much.
just slacked around and watched tv.

den my brother was going to watch a
movie with wilson samantha sabrina eunice
and ryan(our cousins) at j8.
so daddy drove us there.
i din wna watch the movie.
so while waiting for the kids to finish their movie,
me mummy daddy and my aunty went
to eat sakae.
after so long i FINALLY get to eat sushi.
ah it felt like heaven.
i was really satisfied with dinner.
:D

so den they finished the show at 830.
dang.
i should have watched it too.
but i was gg to fetch hubby so i thought there
was no time.
ohwells.
den they all wanted to go down to my aunt`s hse
but there was only 1 car so it couldnt squeeze
everyne in.
so everyone except my mum dad and ryan took
a bus.
i follow-d for fun
^^

there wasn`t much to do there actually.
poor bubble he couldnt walk properly.
he`s such a cute dog.
so waited for time to pass.
den at 10 we left.
daddy fetched me down to bishan.
i mrt-d to hubby`s workplace and
waited for him to finish work.
and as usual his waiter friend was really
funny.

left at 11.
went down to 444 to eat cos hubby was hungry.
was eating halfway when we noticed his daddy
was sitting at the next table eating too.
and he din noticed us.
so we moved over and ate with him.

den we left for home.
was really tired.
played com watched tv and only slept
at like 4plus.

and this morning i woke up at 1020.
i was fuckin tired luh.
lucky daddy came pick me again.
they fetched me down to yishun.
i readhed there on time but my teacher said i was
late.
the clock there said 1115.
i swear the clock is fast.
even my senior said so.
and we just laughed it off.

did two dogs only today.
one was a maltese and the other was a
shnauzer.
both were pretty obedient so i din
have a hard time with them.
had to shave both botak.
=x

so i finished at 7plus.
now im at hubby`s home waiting
for him to finish work.
enjoying the time now.

alrights.
there`s nth much left to post.
so come back again soon.
tatas.
(:

1:23 PM;

Friday, March 23, 2007

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ahhhhh!
things are getting worse!!
RAWR.
I AM UPSET.
>):

i dunno what to post.
im just here cos im here.
ahya.
my life`s in an utter mess now.
like a 5000000 piece puzzle which
is all jumbled up and i cant seem to
put them together in one piece.
and the worse thing is that i dun
even know where to start!
or how to end it.
>):
i dun even think there`s any chance
of putting them together at all.

i gotta think of a way out quick.
i dun wna get stuck in this maze
forever.
:c

3:37 AM;

Monday, March 19, 2007

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ahhh.
a thousand things going thru my head.
>):
but nvm.
i will look on the bright side of things.
>(:

im watching the phanthom of the opera
now on tv.
yah yah cos i cant watch the musical.
-CRIES.

anyway.
this morning daddy fetched me to yishun.
reached at 1105 again.
i coulfn`t even walk properly la.
every single muscle in my body ached.
so started off my day with a pekingese.
wierd name huh?
it has a flat face too.
-.-
he was pretty obedient.

so finished him around in 2hours.
and den there was this brown poodle.
and i had to bathe him.
it was the first time i got to work on
a customer`s dog.
:D

and lastly a jack russel.
she was VERY obedient.
tho she was the most timid out of the rest.
she couldn`t stop trembling.
o.o
but i find her such a darling.
(:

so i ended at 5plus.
super happy i could end on time.
bus-d back home.
now at hubby`s house.
just slacking and having a time of my
life cos i haven smoked all day.

BUT on the other hand.
saw some things which did not really
make me very pleased at first.
but den i shall not think too much.
perhaps i`ll be happier.
^^

oh man i am craving for hubby`s tenderloin.
T.T
the other day when i was waiting for
hubby to finish work at his restaurant,
he paid for a meal for me since he had staff discount.
man the tenderloin he cooked for me was just
so perfect.
how can you ever resist it?
it was juicy soft yet .. i dunno how you put it.
but to me it was just perfect.
and i have been craving for it ever since.
but damn i ain`t that rich to eat such
good meals everyday.
):
hope i get to eat that again someday soon.
only den will my stomach be satisfied.

tmr lesson`s at 12.
gosh.
please dun let me stay overtime again.
my muscles are all damn weak now.

waiting for hubby to finish work.
as usual.
so i shall be back soon.
tatas.!

11:26 AM;

Sunday, March 18, 2007

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it`s a damn tiring day.
YAWN.
this morning i woke up at 945.
yes i know it was late.
and i had to be at yishun by 11.

so i call-d mummy and asked
her to fetch me down.
got ready and stuff.
set the alarm for hubby.
kissed him goodbye and met
mummy dwnstairs.

reached yishun at 1105.
PHEW.
okay so on the way i was praying
my teacher would give me a super
guai dog today.
(in case you are wondering, yes i am
doing dog grooming now)
so the first dog was this white POODLE.
omfg.
poodle is supposed to be the dog that
im gna be tested on.
so i thought it was going to be tough.
but luckily she wasn`t as bad as yesterday`s one.
yest one was a brown english cocker.
so i had quite an easy time with her.
and i managed to finish in 3 hrs.
(:

went for a break.
brought drinks for my teacher and
another senior.
den i carried on with my 2nd dog.
a shih tzu.
nvm.
A PREGNANT ONE.
omg.
she was damn lazy she din wna stand.
and she was damn heavy so she totally
drained all my energy.
but i finished her up in around 2 hours
plus plus.

now comes the stupid part.
my teacher asks me if im tired or not.
without thinking i decided to say no.
but obviously i was damn tired.
so she said wait.
and she brought another black poodle
for me to work on.
OMG.
this poodle was hyper.
but she was very obedient.
but her coat sucked so i had a hard time
with her.

so i was supposed to end at 5 today.
BUT i was made to stay till 8.
o.o
i had to sweep, vaccum and mop the
floor.
i swear i was gna die.

left at 8.
took 39 back.
and finally at 9 i reach-d hubby`s home.
and I MISSED MY SHOW.
):
and my arms and legs are aching.
i think i shall ask my teacher to not
let me do too much tmr.
but if i carry on like that i think i
can really slim down.
:D

but whats really stressing me out
is that there`s a test coming soon.
and im suppposed to cut the dog botak.
NO it aint something easy.
imagine what good lifes dogs have now.
they have ppl to dig their ear for them,
bathe for them, comb their coat for them.
-gosh.
and unfortunately i am one of them.

alrights.
so now i shall go enjoy myself as much as
i can.
cos tmr i have lesson at 11 AGAIN.
and im gna go thru all that torture again.

goodnights.
(:

1:21 PM;

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

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its been only 4 days since i last post.

but so much has happened within

these 4 days.

and i wouldnt deny it all started becos

of me.

i did something very very wrong.

and so did hubby.

(its just between the two of us)

i din really know how to ecpress myself

to him and LUCKILY somone helped me

and i am very thankful to her for that.

last night.

i had a VERY BIG FIGHT with my parents.

it really was tough.

but i am very glad that hubby was there

for me and when i brokedown and cried

he held me in his arms and i felt so much better.

i had never had that feeling before.

he was there thru out and not only that,

he helped me speak up too.

im putting up at his house now.

and im starting the course soon.

i`ll work hard from now on.

not becos of anyone but for myself and hubby.

hubby`s working now.

he left the house at 10 this morning.

and i went back to sleep like a pig.

i woke up at around 4.

played maple.

watched tv.

nothin else.

hubby`s finishing work at 11.

so i`ll be waiting for him.

oh yeah.

forgot to mention yesterday was our official

3rd month anniversary although we have

been together for 4 mths plus.

happy 3 mths hubby.

iloveyou.

and i thank you for everything.

10:42 AM;

Saturday, March 10, 2007

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im here waiting for my mother to come
pick me up from hubby`s house.
(:
and also waiting for bleach to load finish.
so meanwhile i shall post.

din really do anything yesterday.
it was hubby`s offday.
so he was home the whole day.
we woke up around 1.
den he starting playing his games.
-_-
ate kfc for dinner.
watched tv.
din really go anywhere.

ugh.
its just boring.
so post again soon.

2:00 PM;

Thursday, March 08, 2007

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maple is taking such a long time to patch.
so i shall blog first.

ahh.
such a boring day.
so last night, or rather early this morning
i wasnt in a good mood.
so i drank abit and talked to vinnxi on the
phone.
-_-
such an ass.

well den hubby woke up at 6 cos he was
supposed to go for his motor licence.
he left around 7.
and well i went to sleep.

woke up around 5pm.
watched tv.
lazed around.
smoked my life away.
ate my dinner.
what a boring life.

anyway around 8plus hubby called.
i left the house at 10 to go down to his
workplace jus to fetch him.
SEE.
im super nice.
den we train-d back.
went to 444 to eat.
den cab-d back.

now im here bored to death.
thinking about lots of stuff.
wondering if i can cope with certain things.
well you can`t blame me i never had to do
such things.
but i`ll try i promise.
(:

sigh.
i dunno why im in such a lousy mood
nowadays.
the feeling sucks you know?
and it pulls people down too.
):
i just can`t seem to get out of it.
the things im thinking about are just
too much.
i think my brain`s overloaded with things
that ...
okay la im just overly suspicious la.
=.=

yucks i hate myself.
really.
sometimes i really do.
>):

6:11 PM;

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

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--edit from the previous post--

i dunno why im feeling so fck-d up now.
im jus really really pissed off with some things.
and yes the tears are falling for no good reason.
i feel like just smashing everything that is
within reach.
yes even this damn computer.
>:c

WHATEVER.
from now on.
i shall not be the girl i used to be.
im not going to be the softhearted piece of shit
no more.
there`s time i gotta learn to be strong and
independent.
i have to stop depending on other people.
and live like i never live before.
i need to change my thinking.

yes i shall just do all those.

jaja i miss you loads. ): hows life now?hope boy will treat you good forever.den i can rest in peace.you live so faraway now.its hard even jus to meet up for drinks. ): imissyou so so much.i promise i`ll see you soon.and my godchild too.(: take good care of yourself.you must study hard and get your olevel cert this year okay?remember i`ll always be there for you.iloveyou my dear girl.loads.truckloads.(:

6:43 PM;

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6:43 PM;

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im kinda pissed off now.
cos im having a tough time
waking hubby up.
he told me to wake him up
in half an hours time.
when i tried he said ten more mins.
and now?
awhile more.

whatever.
having posted for awhile.
haven been doing much lately.
just slacking around either at
home or hubby`s home playing maple.
i know that is stupid.
but what do you expect a girl who
is schooless and jobless to do right now.
(:

life`s okay.
with him around everything`s okay.
altho sometimes there are downs.

i have nth else much to say.
so tatas for now!
will be back soon.
(:

6:19 PM;

Sunday, March 04, 2007

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ahhh.
home sweet home.
(:

today was okay luh.
hub had motor liscence today.
BUT he din turn up for it.
it was supposed to be at 835
in the morning.
so he was supposed to wake
up at 630.
so at 630 the irritating alarm
rang and woke me up.

i swear i did wake him up quite a bit.
i smacked him and said : WAKE UP
LA. 630 LIAO. LATE LIAO.
he : okay la wake up liao. i know i know.
and the next thing?
we fell back into a deep deep sleep.
-_-
how cool is that.

den at 935 he tapped me on my arm.
i was like huh?
den he give me his handphone.
den all i said was : i know la 935 liao.
den we fell back asleep.
what retards man.

den at 12 my dad knocked on the
door really loudly.
woke up.
got ready.den my dad when to fetch
my bro from school.
den after he came back we left for
yishun to go see that school.

asked alot of qns.
and omg!
there was a st. bernard there.
a damn damn huge dog.
and it can open the door on its on.
-__-

after that we ate at some hawker centre.
den went to simlim to get some shit
for my com.
den hub and i went to bugis.
den ps to pc bunk.
den to parklane.
met his bro there and candice.
den back to ps.
tired la.

den hub sent me to take 12.
den he went off to work.
he should be done anytime now.
will see him later.

goodnights~
tatas.!

3:05 PM;

Saturday, March 03, 2007

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okok.
according to brigitte i`ve been
MIA-ing.
yah i think i have been.
zzz.

sick these few days.
got gastric flu.
sucks.
pain like shit.
and guess whut my hubby
took really good care of me.

he came over every night.
and made me sleep so well.
(:

iloveyou kelvinang.
you make my life complete.
i will never let you fall
i`ll stand up with you forever
i`ll be there through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven
(:
love this song.
(guardian angel)

anyway hubby`s coming over again.
on the way here.
so later i`ll wait for him downstairs.
^^
den tmr we`re going to yishun.
yay.

yawn.
im tired.
so toodles.!
will post again soon.
i promise!

3:39 PM;