ahhh.
a thousand things going thru my head.
>):
but nvm.
i will look on the bright side of things.
>(:

im watching the phanthom of the opera
now on tv.
yah yah cos i cant watch the musical.
-CRIES.

anyway.
this morning daddy fetched me to yishun.
reached at 1105 again.
i coulfn`t even walk properly la.
every single muscle in my body ached.
so started off my day with a pekingese.
wierd name huh?
it has a flat face too.
-.-
he was pretty obedient.

so finished him around in 2hours.
and den there was this brown poodle.
and i had to bathe him.
it was the first time i got to work on
a customer`s dog.
:D

and lastly a jack russel.
she was VERY obedient.
tho she was the most timid out of the rest.
she couldn`t stop trembling.
o.o
but i find her such a darling.
(:

so i ended at 5plus.
super happy i could end on time.
bus-d back home.
now at hubby`s house.
just slacking and having a time of my
life cos i haven smoked all day.

BUT on the other hand.
saw some things which did not really
make me very pleased at first.
but den i shall not think too much.
perhaps i`ll be happier.
^^

oh man i am craving for hubby`s tenderloin.
T.T
the other day when i was waiting for
hubby to finish work at his restaurant,
he paid for a meal for me since he had staff discount.
man the tenderloin he cooked for me was just
so perfect.
how can you ever resist it?
it was juicy soft yet .. i dunno how you put it.
but to me it was just perfect.
and i have been craving for it ever since.
but damn i ain`t that rich to eat such
good meals everyday.
):
hope i get to eat that again someday soon.
only den will my stomach be satisfied.

tmr lesson`s at 12.
gosh.
please dun let me stay overtime again.
my muscles are all damn weak now.

waiting for hubby to finish work.
as usual.
so i shall be back soon.
tatas.!

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
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