i just woke up.
:X

i didnt go for grooming classes today.
cos i was in no mood to.
hubby had to stay in camp.
-FROWNS.
he called to say they didnt accept his
deferment letter.
sob!
he`ll be in till saturday.
so i guess i`ll be going home to stay.

last night i stayed up till 5.
den i slept and woke up at only 6plus.
sent hubby off.
):

IM SO TIRED.
i wna sleep.
but its so late already.
alrights.
shall go watch tv now.
bye.

HUBBY I MISS YOU ALREADY.

phew.
it was a busy day today.

this morning daddy fetched me to yishun.
xD
i was late.
i reached around like say 12.

anyway.
den laoshi gave me this dog named lucky.
it was a shih tzu.
OMFG.
he was darn stubborn.
darn active.
darn irritating.
he just couldnt stop moving.
i like had to handle him for the whole day.
i really felt like exploding and strangling to death.
but...i didnt.
(:

finished around 8.
bus-d home.
and i effin packed the room for hubby,
can you believe it?
i changed the bedsheets.
vacuummed the floor.
packed the table.
wiped the table and computer.
washed clothes.
man now i am so tired.

im gna bthe soon.
ohyeah!
my head has a hole in it.
i mean literally.
well at least hubby says so.
cos i cant see it.

yesterday i was bathing olio.
i wanted to clean around the bathtub.
den i knocked my head onto the edge of the glass shelf.
and it kept bleeding.
:[
but nvm.
its better today.

tmr hubby gta go in camp.
cos he got reservice.
i dno if he can defer or nt yet.
if no im not sure if he has to stay in or not.
SOB SOB.
)x
im gonna miss him so much.

sigh.
alrights.
i gtg.
bye.

GOSH.
i am so darn bored now.
sheesh.
i realise that every entry i post.
im always bored.
how sad can my life be man.
):

i haven eaten the whole day!
can you believe it!?
well partly becos there`s no instant food i can eat here.
and also becos im lazy to cook.
now the only entertainment avalaible for me are the
stupid television and this stupid computer.

im broke.
so i can`t go out and shop.
neither can i jsut go out for a walk.
D:
my life is super boring and worhtless i`d rather die.

BUT.
i still gotta think of my darling.
i still got him.
and i guess that makes everything perfect for me right now.

i had nightmares the past few nights.
sob sob.
but hubby comforted me.
:D
so im alrightnow i guess.

YOU THERE`S THIS STUPID CAN OF CHILI TUNA
BESIDE ME NOW STARING AT ME.
like telling me : eat me eat me.
gosh.
I CANT.
cos i wna go on a diet.
and theres some food show on tv now.
its tempting me so so much.
I SEE DRUMSTICKS!
-frowns.
>:c

i miss hubby.
i want him to cook me tenderloin again!!!!
-pouts.

fine i shall go now.
im gna faint anytime.

omfg.
i feel so darn tired.
>:c

i`ve been sleeping the whole day!
this morning when hubby left for work,
i din send him to the door.
its the first time man.
i couldnt even wake up.
iwas too tired.

but during his break time he came back home.
:D
for like one hour just to see me.
den he went back to work at 5.

now im on the phone with him.
he`s on the way home le.
:]

IM SO FREAKING BORED.
man its already 2am.
hubby`s not back.
he said he met his friends and might be back around 3.

i told him i might be asleep but he asked me to wait for him.
=.=
nvm.
anyway yall kknow i`ll gladly wait.
:D

YESTERDAY.
or rahter just now.
i finished class at like 1030.
do you believe it?
I REACHED HOME AT LIKE 1130.
omfg.
i was super tired.
so i took a bath and washed the clothes.

man im so bored.
im talking to junrong weisheng and john online now.
BYE.

today is both hubby`s and mine off day.
:D
but in the morning hubby had to go to
work for just a little while.
so i went with him and waitied for him to finish.
he was done at plus.

so we walked to central shopping centre.
went to find hubby`s hairstylist.
had my hair done.
i really hate my hair.

when i get my first hair i swear im gna have
it done again.
okay so after the haircut we train-d down to
dhoby ghaut.
went to pc bunk and den went to ps.
hubby got a new hp line for me.
and den we had kfc for lunch.

den around 6 we train-d home.
it was so crowded i couldnt even move a tweeny
weeny bit.
>:c
finally we`re home and im gna watch my tv now.
so bye!

i just got home.
and im totally shagged out.

the 12th this mth passed again.
but we didnt do anything special.
but yesterday hubby came to pick me up
from work and he brought me to watch
spiderman3.
:D
had long john`s for dinner.
den the show started at 930.
the show ended at midnight.
and we missed the last bus and train.

so we decided not to waste money on cab.
we went to his grandmother house which was just
5mins walk away.
bought some food back.
watched tv den slept around 3am.

this morning was really easy for me.
reached work around 11.
how i wish i stayed in yishun.

started work.
finally i got to do a poodle today.
after i finished it was like 6plus already.
bought both the giant poodles for a walk.
and they were pulling me everywhere.

i wanted to leave after that.
but my teacher asked me to bathe a pregnant poodle.
but guess what.
before i could do that.
her water bag was out already.
so i din have to bathe her.
:D

i decided to stay longer becos i thought i would get
a chance to see the dog give birth.
but i didnt.
helped out to close the shop.
fed the dogs.
did alot of shit.
den waited for my teacher to finish some admin stuffs.
den we walked off together.

and i overslept on the bus just now.
LUCKILY it was only 1 stop.
sheesh i gna go bathe now.
bye.
(:

HUBBY BOUGHT A NEW COMPUTER.
FOR MEEEEE.
:D
and yes i am using it now.

today we went to buy 2 new games.
but it cost $200 in total.
:X
i doubt we are going to sleep tonight.

i just watched finish the show.
so sad luh.
the wife is actually trying to do all she can
to help the family.
yet the husband keeps thinking she`s not a
good wife.
ugh.
men...will always be the stubborn ones.
they don really care.
bye i go bathe.
0957pm

---update---
FUCK IM DAMN BORED LUH.
i`ve been stuck at home the whole day.
i had a bad headache just now but im
glad it passed.

im waiting for hubby to finish work.
i wna go eat!
im damn hungry.
i haven eaten the whole day.
:x

alright the 9oclock show has started.
i shall go watch it den bathe.
tata.

haven been posting.
i feel so tired.
ahhh.
llife`s so good.

i`ve been sleeping the whole day.
there`s no show on tv now.
its kinda boring.

man i hate it when hubby works at 10.
makes me miss him even more.
cos i cant see him for like so darn long.

IM HUNGRY.
im still waiting for my mummy to pick me up.
there`s chicken curry waiting for me at home.
:D
i can`t wait.

i have like this pinple on my nose.
and it hurts like fuck!
pain pain pain.

hubby says he wants to bring me to genting
in july.
but the problem is how am i going to get my passport?
i hope my parents understand and let me go.
:C
i really reallyx100000000000 wanna go.

im playing maple halfway.
and i just lvl-d.
:D
so taking a 5min break before continuing.

anyway.
last night hubby was super nice to me.
:X
i loved it.
i know he did it on purpose.
HE WASHED THE DISHES.
do you believe it!?
lol.

i miss hubby.
oh well i always miss him.
(:

you know i miss the times.
the times we spent together.
cycling to pasir ris park in the middle
of the night.
watching the sunrise.
going to the horse stable to see the horses.
going to the hawker centre in the early
mornings to eat.
and the best is having him just cycle me
around the place.
and we`d be making fun of people.

now its so tough.
both of us are like leading our own lives.
we both have our own things to do everyday.
when we are back home we are so tired and
we have so little to say to each other.

i just miss the times.
):

---update 9.48PM---

AHHH.
he has a gf!
he has a gf?
-.-
no nth.
i just realised that someone had i gf.
no that its anything surprising.
but ..
no one would have expected HE would ever
get a gf.
=X
nvm

omg luh i thought today was tuesday.
=.=
i even asked my teacher what time is
tmr`s lesson.
dumb dumb dumb.

gosh.
time pass so fast.
its may already.
sigh.
im growing old.

sometimes i dun understand.
sigh.
i dun mean to talk to her like that.
i just cant help it !
i cant control myself.
):
im sorry.

omfg.
i just did one of the stupidest thing in my life.
=X
nvm.
it`ll past.

anyway.
today is lbaour day.
yes we all know thst.
im supposed to be in school but no im not
going just for tday.
im being a good girl and going back to my
home to company my parents.
=.=

im so sleepy.
man i wna go out shopping!
i just bought a new jeans yest from bugis street.
SO CHEAP LUH.
=X
im cheapskate i know.
RAWR.

k i gtg.
bye!
(:

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
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