phew.
it was a busy day today.

this morning daddy fetched me to yishun.
xD
i was late.
i reached around like say 12.

anyway.
den laoshi gave me this dog named lucky.
it was a shih tzu.
OMFG.
he was darn stubborn.
darn active.
darn irritating.
he just couldnt stop moving.
i like had to handle him for the whole day.
i really felt like exploding and strangling to death.
but...i didnt.
(:

finished around 8.
bus-d home.
and i effin packed the room for hubby,
can you believe it?
i changed the bedsheets.
vacuummed the floor.
packed the table.
wiped the table and computer.
washed clothes.
man now i am so tired.

im gna bthe soon.
ohyeah!
my head has a hole in it.
i mean literally.
well at least hubby says so.
cos i cant see it.

yesterday i was bathing olio.
i wanted to clean around the bathtub.
den i knocked my head onto the edge of the glass shelf.
and it kept bleeding.
:[
but nvm.
its better today.

tmr hubby gta go in camp.
cos he got reservice.
i dno if he can defer or nt yet.
if no im not sure if he has to stay in or not.
SOB SOB.
)x
im gonna miss him so much.

sigh.
alrights.
i gtg.
bye.

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
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