oh gosh im utterly bored now.
why?
cos its 155am and dar is playing maple.
and there`s no show on tv and i dunno whut game to play.

AND i have work at 9 tmr.
sob.
i hate working life.
the only consolation i have is that i work with dogs.
i LOVE dogs.
so i guess its alright.
(:

so yepp.
i`ve been thinking alot again.
I HATE IT YOU KNOW.
but i just cant help it.

the other 2 nights when i was waiting for dar to finish work,
i was observing the way angmohs act.
i mean the way they do things.
i guess im just not used to it.
well they are caucasions.
im asian.
so whut do you expect?
sometimes i just hate the way they think.
its so stupid and too open.

so yea last night had a tif with b again.
sucks like totally.
i hate it when we lala.
but i guess it makes us know each other better.

yesterday i finished at 10.
can you believe it?
12hours of work.
my legs were breaking like usual.
and i almost got bitten again.
but thanks to megumi i wasnt.
haven got over the phobia i guess.
>:c

i miss fidel man.
when is she coming back for class.
monday is like so far away.

b and i were talking just now.
planning to save money for 6months so we can
go to korea in january.
LIKE NO SHOPPING FOR 6MONTHS?
i`ll try.
:[
but i know mummy will sponsor.
well i hope so.

b`s hair now is totally nice.
i mean he looks nice to me in anything.
i see him everyday.
how to get sick of him?
he just looks better now.
but that means more girls are gna look at him.

F off girls.
he`s mine.
xD

well he`s laughing to the computer like a mad man now.
=.=
i shall go sleep soon.
nitey nites.

<33>

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
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