ahh im back after such a long time.
been really busy and lazy too.
so i never post lor.
xD

so let me update what`s been going on in my life.
=.=
started work at the new place alr.
it`s good.
i like it there.
there`s starting to be some problems but i believe
there are surely problems everywhere i go right.
i guess i`ll just put it at the back of my mind and not bother too much.

this past week it`s been busy.
slack-d alot while waiting to start work.
so b had his friends over.
to maple.
=.=
zk zk zk.
BORING.

and den jsut went out quite alot.
with zen and stuff.
slack-d again as usual and smoke-d our lungs out.

much have been going on i really dunno where to start.
saturday after i finish-d work.
i met b and few other people at ps.
den they decided to go down to chambers.
walk-d really far.
so we play-d till like 6plus den we had nasi lemak for breakfast.
yummy.
den after that bus-d back home.
snd i slept for like only 2hrs and i went to work.
im such a good girl right.
tho i was really shagg-d out the whole day.

den after work i went to b`s workplace cos his wallet was like
left in my bag.
=.=
so i went over and he open-d the 3rd floor for me.
i fell asleep almost very immediately.
after awhile b woke me up cos he cook-d tenderloin for me.
xD
SO NICE MAN.
after that i fell back asleep.
what a pig.

den b woke me up when he knock-d off.
was pretty tired by the time we got back.
so i think i fell asleep really fast.

oh and yesterday i din have anything on.
so i think i woke up at 430pm.
WAHAHAHA.
slack-d lor.
watch tv play com.
what else.

den as for today.
in the morning daddy send me to outram to get my scissors
first before heading back to yishun for class.
FIDEL WAS SICK AGAIN.
i miss her luhh.
):
but anyway.
yeah did the usual.
wait-d for xiaomei to come.
bought me bubble tea.

finish-d around 6 den we went to the main shop to slack.
miss-d porcher as well.(if that`s how u spell it.)
den OH YA OH YA .
i confirm-d the mistress thingy with fabian.
OMFG.
so it`s true.
wahahaha.
nvm.
=.=
gosh shameless.

anyway so yeah i bus-d home.
den i took my passport to my hse to pass it to my aunt.
den i came back to b`s hse.
I DIED IN ZK.
RAHH.
stupid.
nvm.

so i think im gonna sleep alr.
cos im very very very x10000000000000000000000000 tired.
):

i think my period`s coming soon.
pimples are popping out !
how irritating.
HATE IT LIKE TOTALLY.

alrights.
bubbye.
i promise i will update more often from now on.
(:
nights.

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


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`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
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