LONG LONG TIME SINCE I BLOGG-D.

so many many many things have been happening.
cant really remember what happened the past few days.
today is monday so it`s my off.
:D

yesterday was crazy tiring man.
early in the morning i had to handle this stupidcat named ninja.
she was really scary.
neither hilda nor i could handle her.
we were really scared luhh k.
so we call-d chris down.
she came after awhile.
and i tell you ar after she handle finish the cat.
her hands were all scratch-d can.
=x

we couldnt really complete the cat.
but luckily the owner was really nice.
(:

so yeah anyway after work hilda went off with her bf first.
den me and ahna closed the shop and cab-d down to orchard partyworld.
met them there.
started drinking and singing.
woa ahna sings really well man.
so after awhile chris came too.
and around 11 he came.
so like i drank really like damn lot.
cos when we were leaving i drank hilda and her bf`s share.
=x
i was the only one dead drunk can.
i think i made a fool out of myself again.
WAAHAHAHAHA.
but it was nice going out with them.

shared a cab with chris cos she stays at tamp.
i almost puked in the cab.
but luckily i din cos i din eat much.
after we dropp-d chris off i think he went to get some food.
den home next.
when i reach-d back i fell dead on the bed.
lol.
but he made me eat some shit that he bought.
so i puked like really ALOT ALOT.
but i felt much much better.
den after that i think i fell asleep almost immediately.

now im still feeling a lil nauseous.
sucks you know.
and im hungry.
he`s on the way back and he said he`ll cook for me later.
(:
i better not drink too much anymore next time.
RAHH.

alright thats all for today.
tata.

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


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`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
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