BACK TO POST.
:D

christmas is over.
how sad.
):
i love christmas totally.
was out with b.
christmas eve met b after his work.
den we went to walk around and den zhong came down.
went to have tau hui.
LOL.
saw jiale there too.

we din really have any plans.
so like yeah drove around in the car.
den we went to meet yy at boat quay for a smoke.
we were so bored luhh.

but finally we decided to go down to upper seletar
with zhong and his friends.
it was pretty nice slacking there.
AND AND AND trying out the different bikes.
i almost flew of one tho.
=x
stay-d there till 4plus den zhong sent us home.

okay so christmas we din go out but mapled at home.
HAHH.
how wierd.
but ohwells.
with baby anythings fine.

anyway im leaving hse soon after my stick of cigg.
to meet chris cos she`s sending me to work.
IM SO SLEEPY.
yawns.
work sucks.

alright bye den.
sorry for the sucky post.

bad bad bad bad headache.
cos i drank a little too much last night.

i got back last night at 10plus.
but things din turn out as expected.
candice, her brother and zhong came to pick me.
how nice.
(:
he was working.
den some shit happened.
seriously i dun understand.
was really depressed.
so i went with them to boat quay.
it was someone`s birthday i also dno whose.
just drank and sang and drank and smoke.
AND I CRIED LA.
it was totally fucked up.
i din know what to do.

until he msged me around2 to say he missed me.
i dno what got into me i just cab-d down immediately.
cos zhong couldnt drive.
i wouldnt want to get into an accident too.
:x
was happy to see him.
no doubt.
but i wonder why i always have to give in.
like all the time.

waiting for him to finish work.
bye.

feeling so fuckd up now cos i just had an arguement with him.while im in australia???!!!like omg right.and i cant sleep now.its 340am here.so here i am posting this shit here.i feel damn sad now la. ):

no doubt i still miss him.CHANGE YOUR TEMPER MAN.whats with all your vulgarities??!!im not your enemy alright.

fine bye i shall go try catch some sleep.
its so cold here.
i misss so many ppl.like ja dylan candice zen..dno who else.NO I DUN MISS YOU YOU IDIOT.
BYE.

yoyoyo.
im in melbourne right now.
:D
i love it here.
the weather and all.
especially the shopping la !

i spent 400aussie bucks here alr.
omg.
crazy right.?
but the things here are so nice.
everything is alright except the flies la.

anyway i shall be back on sunday.
TILL THEN !!.
(:

BABY I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY.

HAPPY 1YEAR and 1DAY ANNI BABYYYYY !!!
yayyyyyyyy!!!
121206.
woa time pass so fast.
one year alr.
:D
but it seemed like we just got together yesterday.

although there were alot of rocky paths along the way,
im so glad we`re fine now.

oh anyway im flying off on the monday not tues.
SHUCKS LA.
b is off on monday and tuesday.
sob.
but luckily he can send me off.
HEEHEE.
im gna miss him like crazy luhh.

anyway im home so early.
why?
cos chris sent me home in the van.
LOL.
talking about the van.
i remember tuesday.
the two of us were going to deliver the dogs home.
THEN the stupid van died in the middle of the roads at CTE.
can you imagine how scary that was?!
all the idiot cars behind were horning at us la!
only one woman was kind enough to risk her life and come down
to ask what happen-d.

we call-d joy to save us.
in the end sebas came down pretty quick.
at least he managed to drive the van to the side of the road.
but still he couldnt start it.
so he call-d the tow truck to come.
while waiting, an ambulance came la.
so super funny.
the peramedic told us someone call-d to say that the driver
was seen sleeping in the car.
HHAHAHAHA.
we were laughing our ass off.

so yeah the truck came den sebas drove us to the workshop.
den joy and her sis met us there.
drove the dogs back home and den sent us home.
PHEW LA.
super adventurous day.
LOL.

anyway yeah im tired.
bye.
:D
waiting for b.
hope he passes his lesson today.

i shall post while dying my hair.
darling did my hair today for me.
xD
few hours okay.
and he even cook-d dinner for us.

kenneth has been here since yesterday.
BORING LA ME.

waiting for wed to come.
me and b`s 1 year anni.
wheeee.
:D

k i go wash hair le.
bye.

jaja darling i miss you.

im back !!
:D

going jb later.
wheeeeeeeeeeeee.

anyway work was okay today.
(:
went to have durian just nw with b and joy.
fck man 2 durians 106bucks.
can you imagine that.
eat until heart pain.
>:c

oh yeah i dropped a customer`s puppy today at work.
omfg lar.
actually is he jump out the cage.
i wasnt fast enough.
=[

yah i gtg go bathe now.
rush rush.
bye.
:)

baby i love you.
i super miss you.
i wanna hug you so bad.
i always do.

but could you stop saying things that will hurt me?
i`ve been trying so hard to start afresh.
no matter how hard it is i never gave up.
new memories ; happy memories.

i want us to last forever.
bad memories i know we cant help it.
but please refrain from it.
my heart is fragile.

i need you by my side.
waking up to your kisses.
seeing your face the first thing i open my eyes in the morning.
having you to hug me to sleep at night.
the smiles i see on your face when you dream.
baby i love you, you know that.

im sorry im selfish.
bcos i want you all to myself.
nobody would wna share their other half with another.
neither would i.

if i had to give up anything to spend eternity with you...
i would.

hi i just got home.
at his house.

im in a fckin bad mood now.
seriously luhh.
joy told me somethin he said on sunday.
fckinx100000000000000 pissed me off la.
FUCK.
):

im off tmr.
ugh w/e.
BYE.

ahh.
what an achievement.
this is the one time that i`ve been up since 430.
and i din catch any extra sleep.
:D

why did i get up at 430 anyway.
cos b had to work.
the thing is ; i was actually falling back asleep.
but i got scolded for messing up the room.
and i couldnt get back to sleep feeling guilty and all.
=x

so i played dal.
=.=
and yes of cos my sims2.

and i just wash-d my hair.
cos mummy is picking me up in an hours time to go to work.
TMR i have an off day with darling.
YAY.
its seldom we get such days you know.

and yes.
saturday`s birthday party was kinda okay.
b pick-d me up at khatib mrt using ZHONG`S BIKE.
i was pretty freaked out luhh.
vos b doesnt have a liscence.
i was shocked to see him there.
=x
but ohwells he drove pretty well.

when we reached there were quite alot of ppl eh.
lots of food too.
boxes of pizzas and 30 burgers from mac.
not forgetting the chocolates, the curry and his 2 birthday cakes.
crazy shit.
i think i ate too much.
and we were supposed to go to jb but din in the end.
ended up playind blackjack and drinking with the few ppl left.

den around 3 b`s friend sent us home.
the next day i had to work.
SUEER TIRED.

k im gonna get rdy now.
bye.
(:

just got back home.

today`s just not my day.
>:c

work was super sucky.
i totally sucked today.
i felt totally mood-less.
i dunno what`s got into me.

anyway after work, b came.
so we went to eat with joy and her sis.
yummy food.
but i ate too much.
FATTTTS !!!!
and den we came home.

den zhong call-d.
said he was coming to help shift the com with his friend.
so we went over to my hse to get the stuff.
den back to b`s hse.
got everything done.
den went to tamp to eat.
man he drives really fast.

k im super tired.
sorry for the retarded post.
gna have to work tmr.
tired.
):
den birthday party tmr night.

goodnight peeps.
yawns.

baby i love you. but i think you ought to know sometimes the things you do piss me off. but my love for you will never change. [=

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
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