two months.
these two long months.
and finally i can bear to bring my lazy fat ass back to this blog.
actually its not that im lazy or anything.
i just needed time to get past another difficult phase in my life.

its not that easy to forget you know.

tmr is CNY.
i just hope i can pass the hols happily.

just got well from some illness.
a fever that went up to 39.9 and got me an injection on my butt.
the doctor should be happy his thermometer didnt explode.
been home resting since last thurs.
din go to work.
i din have the strength to.
i din have the determination to.

tonight`s reunion dinner and my father`s side is coming over.
not really looking forward to it.
dun like the crowds.
dun like the noise.

the rash on my finger wun go away yet.
its getting irritating.
maybe i should pay a visit to the doctors again.


watched 2 great movies recently.
"rambo 4" and "the mist".
m18 and nc-16.
first time nobody was interested in asking for my ic.
but ohwells, the money paid was all worth it.
i think this was the first time i ever enjoyed any show so much. (:

so far life`s been great.
i hope it carries on for a lifetime.
i guess thats all for now.
i will try to post more often.


P.S to that special boy. you gave me so many chances since i dno when. you were the one who was always there to listen to my troubles and help me out. when i throw my temper, you always give in. when i fall sick, you wake up in the middle of the night to make sure i have water to drink. thank you for everything. :)

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


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`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
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