BIG BIG YAWNS-

what do you expect?
its 3plus in the morning and i have to work tmr.
yes im tired.
but guess what, spending time with him is much more important.
cos yest and today was his off day.
so yeah thought i`d stay up later so i can see him more.
:DD
tell me im a good gf.
i always was.

im not sure if i should go to sleep now or just stay up till morning.
i think i will die.

anyway,today was fine.
had work as usual.
so left house at 10.
train-d to work.
and yes it rained the whole day again.
it was spoiling everyone`s mood and i was freezing badly.
but wierdly, time passed by so quickly today.
i wonder why.

daddy came to pick me at 730.
the jam on the way back was BAD.
but it didnt matter anyway.

was really happy to be home.
cos i could see that asshole.
yes playing games again.
what else can he do.

i need a cigg badly now.
but im afraid to go to the kitchen alone.
call me timid.
w/e.
i watched some retarded ghost show on tv just now.
so im kinda freaked out now.

i have nth to do.
IM BORED BORED BORED.
my hair is still wet.
its taking so long to dry!!!
i bathe like 2hours ago!!!!
cant imagine.


p.s : i wish you paid more attention to me. i wish you know how to pioritise and not put your ego in the first place.(you now what i mean) i wish you wouldnt talk to other girls the same way you talk to me. it makes me feel as if i`ve of no importance to you.

okay i shall stop ranting.
goodnights. (:

oh and yes.
happy 1 year, 3mths & 1day anni baby.
<33

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
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