not in a very good mood now.
cos im not really happy with some things he do.
and adding on im having my period.
so im really tempremental(however you spell it, idc) now.
):

i dont like him calling girls to talk just cos he`s bored.
worse still, asking girls to call him.
WORST OF ALL?
they are not close friends.
to make things even worse?
they are all young girls with no brains.
they often misunderstand things.
AND they have no freakin limits.

llike hello.
open your eyes.
people has a girlfriend.
stop touching him man.
stop acting like a bimbo.

okay enough ranting.
today was fine at work.
the bitch didn come.
that makes me alot happier.
and i mean ALOT.
:DD

we finished on time.
me and ahna.
so packed up and left at 630.
its not often we get to finish work still getting to see the sky brightly lit.
train-d to kembangan.
den joy came to pick us.
went to her house to see the baby.
she`s like oh-so-cute.
but looks like a boy cos they shaved off all her hair.
=_=

talked alot of rubbish there.
laughed a hell lot too.
got to see cookie, dior, fumi, boey and not forgetting that big, fat bull mastiff dukey.
missed them hell lots.

im sleepy and tired.
but i cant sleep.
i miss him too much.
i miss the times where we would just cuddle on the couch doing nth.
i miss the times where we could sleep together.
but he`s working the midnight shift this week.
and our off days didn clash.
i hate it when he works midnight.
i din even get to freakin see him today.
how fuck-d up can it get?
what a bad day for me.
:(

im off tmr.
so i dun have to sleep early.
but i have nth to do except watch tv and smoke.
sheesh.

im going off the com.
so goodnights everyone.

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
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