to DAD :
you are getting on my nerves.
i cant explain this feeling.
you are unsupportive, not understanding and think you`re in the right all the time.
just because you are the father.
grow up daddy , its 2008.
the generations now no longer believe in traditions.
well at least majority of them dont.
i used to look up to you.
but now i dont even wna look at you.

its 1 in the morning.
still too early to sleep.

hon and i had some misunderstandings just now before he went to work.
den he msg-d me and told me i needed to change.
well not for the sake of pleasing him,
just telling me the world doesnt change for me.
sometimes i wonder how he can think so maturely with that childish lil brain of his.
but he told me something that made me tear.
not something sad.
something touching.
i think he has grown up.
i haven though.
IM TRYING ALREADY.
ohwells.

ive thought about it.
im so over with what happened at work today.
listen up bitch, im going to win you someday soon.
so watch out.
being a two headed snake doesnt help you.
i pity your good friend.
you speak like an angel in front of her, but behind her back, all those nasty things you`ve said.
poor lil thing.
trying to pretend to be nice for what reason?
to get a pay-rise?
to get everyone on your side?
to get into the boss good books?
i believe the upper levels have their own eyes to see and judge for themselves.
its time to change your fucked up attitude.
(:

my leg is having a bad cramp.
where has all the rain gone to?
=x
i miss the rainy weather.
well at least i think its better den having to melt in the hot sun.

i wanna go fag.
so goodnight everyone.

PS : iLu honeypie.

.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming

i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.

i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.

Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race. Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside. And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see. The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see. That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.


to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with HIM.
to go star gazing with HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.


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`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
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