Wednesday, April 30, 2008
title:{}
iloveyou still.
yesterday was fine.(:
around 2 i went for an interview.
and guess what.
it was a success!!!!
at first the boss said he will get back to me last night or tonight.
but after like 1/2 an hour later he called me to confirm.
LOL.
damn happy can.
the pay is like so much higher okay.
so yeah after that went down to yck mrt to wait for hilda.
den fetched me to her shop.
did this stupid border collie for her.
cmon la its not even a border collie.
SO UGLY NO HAIR SUMMORE.
cut what?
so i finished it pretty soon and went back home.
(:
and yes.
after i took out my contacts i couldnt find my specs.
so my dad, my maid and i spent halfanhour looking for it.
wtf right.
and it was in my cupboard which i searched like 10times.
omfg.
how stupid can i be.
den it was dinnertime.
and den he went to work.
and now im eating macs.
FAT.
ugh.
okay i wna smoke.
bye.
:DD
6:09 PM;
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
title:{}
today you left me so disappointed AGAIN theres really nth much left for me to say.
im so bored theres nth to do.
im hungry i cant sleep.
nothing to fill my stomach.
just empty promises from you.
what is this.?
when are you going to stop?
when are you going to mean what you say?
okay im going to find something to eat.
and then smoke my lungs out.
bye.
theres something wrong going on with my dad.
i cant tell what it is but i know there is.
man i hate myself.
fuck.
4:49 PM;
Monday, April 28, 2008
title:{}
listening to lollipop by mika now.
:D
damn nice song.
you should go listen to it.
LOL.
my stupid boyfriend is trying to read what im typing.
IDIOT.
anyway work was fine today.
there were over 10dogs.
and im totally shagged out now.
surprisingly we managed to finish at 6.
so off to send the dogs back.
den chris and i went to giant to buy some stuffs.
and den to ikea for MEATBALLS.
super nice.
(:
im off tmr.
YAY.
i get to sleep late.
okay luhhs there nth much already.
baby iloveyou.
x3
3:26 PM;
Thursday, April 24, 2008
title:{}
hi im back.
after a long time.
currently listening to total eclipse of the heart.
okay face it.
i dno what to type.
disappointment is all im feeling now.
how shitty can that be.
work was fine today i guess.
just the usual.
nothing interesting happened.
ohyes except this morning something retarded happened.
was walking to the shop with ahna.
and yes i was smoking.
so obviously when we reached i threw the cigg butt on the floor.
=.=
and yes i noticed there was this uncle in his truck which was parked outside.
nothing unusual right.
okay so i got into the shop.
den that uncle came in and looked around.
so i asked him if he needed any help.
den he said 'i saw you throw your cigg on the floor, go pick it up now.'
i was like.....wth?
so i went and came back.
den he said something and i din bother to reply him.
and he went off.
that was retarded wasnt it??
okay thats probably the most interesting thing that happened today.
how boring can my life get.
dylan came to find me today to buy 2packs of cigg from me.
den dex came.
smoked a stick and he went home.
reached home around 8.
had dinner and watched my show at 9.
and den i got a `surprise` again.
sheesh.
anyway im in no mood now.
bye.
2:08 PM;
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
title:{}
if the hero never comes to you
if you need someone you're feeling blue
if you're away from love n you're alone
If u call your friends and nobody's home
you can run away but you cant hide
through a storm and through a lonely nite
Den I show u there's a destiny
The best things in life
They are free
but if you wanna cry,cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes i`ll show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
there's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me n i`ll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I'll always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide
But if you wanna cry,cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for u
If u're feelin sad your heart gets colder
Yes i`ll show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry,cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for u
If you're feelin sad your heart gets colder
Yes i`ll show you what real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What love can do
Love can do..
3:24 PM;
Monday, April 14, 2008
title:{}
its been a rough day.
):
14 dogs.
can you imagine.
it was war at work.
but surprisingly i was done at 7.
so companied ahna till like 8.
den went down to tamp to meet kenvin.
SIGH.
BIG BIG SIGH.
i don wna mention what happened.
anyway.
to my bro : you are still the best brother ever.this i promise.
2:24 PM;
Sunday, April 13, 2008
title:{}
home from work like at 940.
wtf right.
left my workplace at 730.
but companied chris to send some dogs back.
from outram to bt panjang to jurong to pasir ris.
omfg.
it took us 2 damn hours on the road.
just came out after a bath.
feeling damn good now i tell you.
waiting for some video to load.
RAWR.
oh yeah tk lost.
damn sad.
but anyway i saw their video today.
it sucks big time please?
they really dun deserve to win this year.
compare to the last time luh.
they really suck.
gosh.
i have to be prepared for war tmr.
theres like.....8 dogs for appointment alr.
i hope theres no walk ins.
):
im TIRED.
and yeah nvm monday`s my off.
(:
i owe someone ben and jerrys !!
:DD
goodnights.
2:28 PM;
Saturday, April 12, 2008
title:{}
omfg the internet is so laggy.
SO IRRITATING.
so today i got home at 10.
missed my 9oclock show.
HOW CAN.
in any case, ive been thinking of this special someone these few days.
(:
im so hot.
i need a bath badly.
i hate work.
SUCKS.
getting sick and tired of working already.
):
i owe so many people birthday presents.
like wtf right.
nvm i`ll get them soon i promise.
(:
2:42 PM;
Thursday, April 10, 2008
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just got home after a dinner buffet.
ate till i nearly puked.
anyway yesterday i got totally wasted,
at my kor`s birthday at some pub.
i ruined his night.
it sucked.
he`s the best.
but i let him down.
im gonna breakdown soon.
kor thanks for everything.
and yeah say thanks to your friend for me too.
1:15 PM;
Thursday, April 03, 2008
title:{}
love CANNOT be compared.
early in the morning of my off day i get this.
ohwells.
pleaseplease read the whole profile before you assume anything,
and start being sarcastic with me.
thankyouverymuch.
so here i am sitting at the dumb computer early in the morning.
having my breakfast and waiting for boyfriend to come home.
FINALLY we have the same off day in such a long long time.
>:c
dno what we`re gonna do also.
but im glad i can at least see him the whole day.
(:
alrights i go play my rct2 liao.
:DD
2:18 AM;
N {yours truly}
.taniayan.
.011189.
.currently 17plus.
.attached.
.dog grooming
i totallyadore
.black.
.orange.
.the sunrise.
.pups.
.lolipops.
.shopping.
.horror flicks.
i totallydetest
.flirts.
.playboys.
.liars.
.backstabbers.
.hypocrites.
.CRYING.
N {ATRIBUIR}
Please dont judge me by my face, by my religion or my race.
Please dont laugh at what I wear, or how I look or do my hair.
Please look a little deeper, way down deep inside.
And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide.
Behind my clothes the secrets lie, behind my smile I softly cry.
Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see.
The lonely little girl, that lives inside of me.
Please listen carefully to her, she'll show that she is insecure.
Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care.
Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see.
That if you just look deep enough, you'll find the real me.
N {my dreams}
to get married at fullerton.
for more money.
for more clothes.
for a new handphone7610.
for another new handphone.
for a new house.
to study in australia.
to get a golden retriever.
to get a husky.
to get a german shepherd.
to watch the sunrise/sunset with
HIM.
to go star gazing with
HIM.
to migrate.
to go horseback riding by the beach.
for her own computer.
for her own digital camera.
to rebond her hair.
for blue contacts.
for new spectacles.
to meet michael chad murray.
to meet TORRES.
to forget the past
TO DIE.
N {AMI}
`` aaron
`` alexandria
`` brigitte
`` carmen
`` charlotte
`` charmm
`` chiwen
`` de xin
`` dulcie
`` elenor
`` fang lynn
`` gabriel
`` gillian
`` heart of God church
`` hidayah
`` izzat
`` jaja
`` jason
`` jazlyn
`` jennifer
`` justin
`` jia hui
`` jian he
`` jiale
`` kai sheng
`` mee han
`` melvin
`` michelle
`` ming rong
`` nicholas how
`` one destination
`` ryan
`` sally
`` sim yee
`` siyang
`` solomon
`` valerie
`` xiu qi
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